Now I'm stressed
I wrote an e-mail to mr. A and he has replied to me. I promised to myself that if he replies, I won't read his reply until I'm back at Joensuu. Now I'm just stressed over what he wrote. [Good luck fonulyn to hack into my e-mail x) and no, I haven't said word to Janne about my e-mail, don't know why, though.] I'd want to read it, but I know I won't be half as stable as I'm now after reading it, and I still have to be at home for several days before I can crawl to my own room to crack down, or to weep against someone's shoulder. I tried to be neutral in my letter, I didn't say mean things, I told how all this is hurting me and how I want it to stop.
Jesus! At what point did my life turn into this? I feel so pathetic!
I managed to send e-mail to my professor about the summer job, hopefully I'll found out where I'm supposed to be on Monday and at what time x)
Also I bought some cds on my way to home. I found a nice second hand shop near the buss station in Kuopio and bought two cds. Stam1nas latest and Five Finger Death Punch's first album. [I totally love the latter one from the bottom of my heart! <3]
Yeah, finally mom and I manage to get her bills into some order, hopefully. I don't really like doing them, but neither does she, so I'll have to show some interest.
Yeah... Feeling calmer now. I'll stick to my plan and not read his e-mail until Friday.
See you around!
Jesus! At what point did my life turn into this? I feel so pathetic!
I managed to send e-mail to my professor about the summer job, hopefully I'll found out where I'm supposed to be on Monday and at what time x)
Also I bought some cds on my way to home. I found a nice second hand shop near the buss station in Kuopio and bought two cds. Stam1nas latest and Five Finger Death Punch's first album. [I totally love the latter one from the bottom of my heart! <3]
Yeah, finally mom and I manage to get her bills into some order, hopefully. I don't really like doing them, but neither does she, so I'll have to show some interest.
Yeah... Feeling calmer now. I'll stick to my plan and not read his e-mail until Friday.
See you around!