Oh yes...

Nov 10, 2009 16:02

I had icon challenge with fonulyn
My results can be found from here. There's also link to fonulyn's work. Go and see! [stock, actors, musicians (asian and western), games...]

Gee... I feel so listless... I have exam on Friday [the 13th, hehehe...] and I have no energy/will to read for it. I managed to make notes from the chapter 3 [first two are blahblahblah] and there's 14 chapters all together [the last one is blahblahblah as we didn't go through it properly]. And making the notes was just pure hell... I think it took like... 45 minutes as I was falling asleep all the time. That's the effect all school stuff has on me, especially if I'm reading to exams... Now I'm half way (?) of the fourth chapter... Yippey...
So the material is 35 sheets of handwritten stuff and 200 power point slides... and so fucking much to learn... and I don't like the way our lecturer made the notes we wrote, I mean there's not full sentences. It's just scattered sentences or semi-sentences and the big picture is hidden somewhere behind there... And no, I will not find a book about the matter, I'm not that interested in it. And that all for 4 credits! FOUR! What a robbery! I had 5 [FIVE] from Biological chemistry and even that had less material to learn! Plus this Material chemistry is in English! The terms are giving me a hard time, as I have no idea what the English ones are, but then when I hear the Finnish one "oh, yeah... why didn't you tell me that in the first place, I would have understood something at least..."
Yes, this is just a childish rant. I have chosen my way and I have to deal with it, I know. Besides at the moment this one is my favorite course of the two I have at the moment... Cause this one is actually chemistry, not about some FUCKING ANNOYING MACHINE WHO NOBODY REALLY CARES ABOUT! I HATE MASS SPECTROMETRY AND EVERYTHING REMOTELY RELATED TO IT!!!!

Now as I've let that one out, I can say that I had a nice Sunday ^_^ I had couple friends over to eat pulla and drink coffee. We talked shit, played cards and this one board game [Afrikan tähti, Africa's Star]. If I have the energy and people are free on next Sunday, I wouldn't mind baking again.

Last night I was feeling moody and sort of sappy too... I wrote a letter to this guy I might be interested in... I think I'll never give the letter to him though, I just needed to let out some feelings, before I explode. Just as if I didn't have enough to deal with school...
And on top of that I dreamed [yet again] about my old school mates... And the worst thing was that my friend was together with the guy I'm slightly interested in and... Oh man... I just want to delete the part of my brain that makes me think about such things on the opposite sex...

Fuck all this shit! I'll take a break from reading and do something brainless... [like change some icons...]

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