The thing that oppresses me...

[pi_ankh]

I just wonder… Could this be it ? Could be this how it feels? I think it’s not. How could it be? He’s my friend. Not even very close, but still. He could never see me, never think of me like that. I’m just some one to who he says good morning and good day if he happens to see. He’s so much better than I. I’ll never be good enough for him, he deserves something so much better than I. So much better.

Maybe I love just shadow and a thought. Only the thought of him, the fantasy I have of him.