mY heaRT is acHing...
hhaey everyone whats going on, im jus here in second period not wanting to do my work cuz that shit sucks. but anyways my weekend was really gooood!! i've been with david like everyday and i have so much fun but yet its hurting me inside.
his stupid ex gf keeps calling him and wants him back. he said his feelings for me are developing more and more but she ment something special to him too. but she was a bitch and so hes confused and hurting and so am i and it sucks. thats all we tal about is this situation and it yeah it fucken sucks ass!! but when we;re together its soo great but yet i dont want to be kissng him and hugging him and in the end im just going to hurt myself. but who knows if wie'll be together or if hes gonna go with his ex. i mean its going to suck if he does but i think i'll be okay. and i tell him that and busts out saying oh you dont care and all this shit and its not that. i jus understand and im not gonna go all crazy biatch over him.
besides that... monday i got no sleep. i went to bed at 1:30 woke up at 3:30 am to tal kto david and stayed talking till like 6 and then jus started getting ready for school adn i was fine. david was supposed to pick me up but he was asleep in which he came for me after schoool. but today im supr tired. i guess im feeling it now SO ITS SUCKS. imma see david after school and then probably go to the guys bball game!! but yeah anyways i'lll update my boy drama lata cuz i needa go to 3rd period!!! im out!!!
mUch l0vE!!!!! *~maRiSa~*