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Thanks to all the people that left me comments =]
it meants alot to me.
Jade - Yeah we are going through the exact same thing. Dino runs my life just like Aric runs yours. And you know i don't even understand anything because now he has a stupid new g/f. I don't understand whats so much better about her. Shes almost like me - i mean she makes him the center of her world & yet dino told me i was to "in love" with him. Yeah well thats cause i actually loved him and he was my life. And i know im hurting myself even more when i talk to him but theres always that little bit of me that hopes everyday that if i keep talking to him that he'll come back to me. And then theres that feeling of comfort. I dont care what he does to me - i don't care if he was a fucking jail person that raped people - i would still be able to feel comfortable around him, just cause i know who he is. Its so sad that he is my life. I cant let go of him. I wish everyday that he will come back to me. And everynight i go to sleep crying. He seriously haunts me - every dream i have has him in it. It won't go away & your like the first person that is actually going through the same thing. Its so hard & everyone thinks they understand but they don't! Im always here for you if you need me & thanks for being here for me. =]
Sheila - Thank you. Its ok to say you understand. You sorta do, you just didn't do all the things i did with dino. But thank you so much for being here for me. Its hard for me to just let go & you and jade actually understand. THANK YOU =]
All you other bitches can just die
Don't you fucking dare say that
its going on for to long - because
all you bitches don't know what fucking
love is and how it controls you!