Jan 07, 2009 05:46
So it's 5:45am and I am leaving for long island to take Alissa to a neurologist in an hour. I haven't slept and won't get to anytime soon. We were supposed to go up last night so that we could make her 8:45 appointment with ease (we had a hotel room reserved and everything) but Alissa refused to even discuss our plans until 3am! So obviously way too late to go for the night but too late to get any sleep. She has been so stressed and anxious recently that combined with her health issues she ratel leaves bed, let alone the apartment. So she is bored and lonely and upset all the time and just ignores the things she needs to do. Plus she constantly yells at me. I am just at my wits end and don't know what to do to help her or myself. Not that I am expecting any real solutions to crop up here but I just needed to vent.