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Hey everyone. I decided to write bigger and better tonight to make up for my mood I guess. Today more and less then sucked. 6th sucked bigger! Oh well right?? I was really proud of myself, I didn't freak out like I used to, which is a BIG improvement, in my book at least. But sadly I did end up crying but for a stupid reason. which doesn't matter ne wayz. I have to go to the courthouse tomorrow. Yay!!, and chair placement is tomorrow eek! Italic is awesome!! lol im wierd I know. I'm not nervous about tomorrow(chairs) but in a way I am. I mean I know the music, I just don't want to freeze up like I did last year. I'm a good player, and I know that. Its just for some reason I freeze up when it matters most. I do solos fine. 3 superiors, baby. but I don't know. Oh well. RV is a jackass. Oh btw those aren't his intials. No one can figure out who it is by that. lol. I have a feeling who some of you are thinking and I can almost bet you are wrong. But oh well. I so have a love/hate relationship with him right now, and no matter what he does I can't stay mad at him. Oh well. I say oh well too much. well I'm outtie, Comment plz!!!
Much love, Leah
I just don't know anymore