the awsome
so i had a most wonderous weekend. hung out with john joubert friday night and took some years off my life by eating at bickfords. very fun night of guitar talk.
tonight i went to the party at will's house. 6 or so splendid bands and then dancing. it was soooo the perfect party
i kinda have this problem where i would go out of my way for any of my friends. i really like doing things for people and being there for people but thats because i feel like most of my hometown friends would do the same for me. i am learning that you cant expect that everywhere in life especailly in college. i kinda got spoiled last year with amazing friends who always make me feel loved. now with the friends i make at college i have to learn to make sure they would go out their way for me as much as i would for them. it sucks when you are totally there for someone and they dont make you feel like they are there for you. it makes you feel forgotten about and i am not used to feeling that.
my dorm room is also driving me crazy. its too tiny for 2 people and it seems like their are usually 5 people living in it. i am starting to have a lot of trouble sleeping and stuff.
im so glad i went home this weekend. i feel more myself at home. i've been really successful at school but i cant lie and say that the work hasnt been difficult, stressful and scary. its made me have feelings i have never had to have before and i've felt constantly mentally exaughsted. i dont really have my super tight friends around to notice that i am exaughsted every day. i am really happy about all of this though because as difficult as it is i am doing well and getting through this semester is going to make feel soooooooo good and i know that next semester will be much much easier for me because i will have done it already and i wont have to doubt that i can do it. i totally can do well at school if i put my mind to it. AND, i am definately making some awsome friends and becoming close with really amazing people at berklee.
anyways thanks wonderful people of dighton and rehoboth and surrounding places for the crazy amazing weekend. <3
tonight i went to the party at will's house. 6 or so splendid bands and then dancing. it was soooo the perfect party
i kinda have this problem where i would go out of my way for any of my friends. i really like doing things for people and being there for people but thats because i feel like most of my hometown friends would do the same for me. i am learning that you cant expect that everywhere in life especailly in college. i kinda got spoiled last year with amazing friends who always make me feel loved. now with the friends i make at college i have to learn to make sure they would go out their way for me as much as i would for them. it sucks when you are totally there for someone and they dont make you feel like they are there for you. it makes you feel forgotten about and i am not used to feeling that.
my dorm room is also driving me crazy. its too tiny for 2 people and it seems like their are usually 5 people living in it. i am starting to have a lot of trouble sleeping and stuff.
im so glad i went home this weekend. i feel more myself at home. i've been really successful at school but i cant lie and say that the work hasnt been difficult, stressful and scary. its made me have feelings i have never had to have before and i've felt constantly mentally exaughsted. i dont really have my super tight friends around to notice that i am exaughsted every day. i am really happy about all of this though because as difficult as it is i am doing well and getting through this semester is going to make feel soooooooo good and i know that next semester will be much much easier for me because i will have done it already and i wont have to doubt that i can do it. i totally can do well at school if i put my mind to it. AND, i am definately making some awsome friends and becoming close with really amazing people at berklee.
anyways thanks wonderful people of dighton and rehoboth and surrounding places for the crazy amazing weekend. <3