Mar 14, 2006 11:48
everything can go so great sometimes then it just seems like that when one good thing happens another thing falls apart and only one good thing can happen at a time. all i have ever wanted to do is love but nowadays it just doesnt seem to be enough fuck sake.
the feeling in you stomach when something bad is happening and you dont want it to. the thoughts that run through your head and they just dont stop, well they do for a while when you forget about it but when you remember..... its really shite. FUUUUUCCCCCKKKK everything was so good, now its all going down again and theres fuck all i can do to stop it i can cry about it but ive done all this before, the crying the feeling low and having your friends fix you but maybe this time people wont be because its already happened and you should be used to it, but im not used to it.
whats the fucking point. seriously i mean fuck this, dont you just sometimes feel that you cant be let down anymore but your addicted to it and you cant stop the addiction