Feb 25, 2004 04:48
Ive been really depressed lately... I feel like all of my friends are just using me for something.... I hate it!!! Anyways, My brother STILL hasnt called me. Im beginning to really hate him. He told me that he would call me EVERY SINGLE DAY and he hasnt even called me once... JERK!!! MAKE IT RIGHT EVEN WHEN ITS WRONG!!! oh really jer?!?! look at how you handled all of your problems... you just ran away from them. Idont hate him yet, YET <---- key word! Ive called him like 3 times and each time all he can say is I gotta let you go amandas on the other line after Ive only been talking to him for like 5 seconds... oh well....
I really need to find something to do in this shithole of a town. There is NEVER anything fun to do... (That im invited to) I guess that no one likes me... I dont care!
I have been having problems with my friend melissa lately... she knows that I like these two guys and she is all over them... I like TJ and Bobby... I know that they both like me (I had someone ask for meh =D) but I donno... Bobby likes her more. I can tell.
SO far... my life over here sux... the best thing was meeting some new people (which I dont even talk to anymore) Jenna is the only one that has actually kept by me and stayed my friend. Thanks Jenna!!!
The best thing about the net is LIZZ!!! I LOVE YOU GURL!! THANKS for always being there for me and I hope that we get to meet eachother here soon!!! I am supposed to be going to BALDA sometime soon!!! (drivers program thingy) so when I get muh license... We'll see lol I love ya lady!!
Well im out! gonna go pass out bc I feel like shit... BYE!!