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well i know now who my true friends are sarah, shane, and corrine, i had already posted this but it didtn work i guess cuz its not on my lj...oh well
here goes the real entry:
ok what the hell have i have done to my parents to make them think that i am such a screw up all i want to do is try and be nice to them they have to make a big deal out of everything and make me so mad...my good frined or shall i say my old good friend she is now making out and all that shit with the guy that did something to me not only me but to almost everysingle other girl at our school and what do i have to do i have to listen to it everyday 4th block thats the last thing i want to hear at the end of the day is don don don don
ughhh my whole family is trying to get in my business and it makes me mad they wonder why i dotn eat dinner with them mostly and why i dotn talk to them about school or anything like that i hate ocean springs my one and only true friend is a senior what am i going to do next year be the "odd girl out" i have been in my room for the past few weeks thinking am i really a screwup or is it just my parents trying to control my life..i wish my dad worked days and had to work tomorrow cuz i want to stay home and not go through all this stuid ass mother fucking shit.and to top it all off just about every single person at the high school has a boyfriend and their all in love and it makes me feel so alone in the world it feels like i can never be happy ever again.
im going to go watch tv or listen to music
here goes the real entry:
ok what the hell have i have done to my parents to make them think that i am such a screw up all i want to do is try and be nice to them they have to make a big deal out of everything and make me so mad...my good frined or shall i say my old good friend she is now making out and all that shit with the guy that did something to me not only me but to almost everysingle other girl at our school and what do i have to do i have to listen to it everyday 4th block thats the last thing i want to hear at the end of the day is don don don don
ughhh my whole family is trying to get in my business and it makes me mad they wonder why i dotn eat dinner with them mostly and why i dotn talk to them about school or anything like that i hate ocean springs my one and only true friend is a senior what am i going to do next year be the "odd girl out" i have been in my room for the past few weeks thinking am i really a screwup or is it just my parents trying to control my life..i wish my dad worked days and had to work tomorrow cuz i want to stay home and not go through all this stuid ass mother fucking shit.and to top it all off just about every single person at the high school has a boyfriend and their all in love and it makes me feel so alone in the world it feels like i can never be happy ever again.
im going to go watch tv or listen to music