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Hey!
So, I think I might be on the verg of happiness.........
I love starbucks...like Ciara tho I think she's misunderstood......I LOVE Shira....I think Natalie is FIERCE. Ricardo is cute. Edgar is hot...for some reason.....lol. Its cool. I feel like everyone is kinda my age and their in the same place.....Steven is really cool too. I like it......I went today to just hang out and you KNOW I don't do shit like that....
I feel like the world is yours and you do what you want with what you have.......I don't mind being married if my guy lets me still pursue my shit......
I think I'm on the route of being happy.....for once....finally.....not taking the ballet seriously.....really trying to get into hip hop and realizeing who I am again......I miss pop music....I love Rihanna.....I'm just....Re-Inventing....My friends are important....they're good people....I have ot re-evualute who I am and how I represent myself to people. Keep myself looking as attractive as I can be........for now...until I get my plastic sergery job. I'm hopeful again.....I dunno how or why...But I am.........I think there has to be an upcurve because Ive been so down for long....I have to find reinspiration....I'm too talented and when the time comes again for TALENT, I'll still be there......its about knowing how to market yourself.....I'm ready.....I'm so ready........ please my friends, my GOD, give me strength. :o)
So, I think I might be on the verg of happiness.........
I love starbucks...like Ciara tho I think she's misunderstood......I LOVE Shira....I think Natalie is FIERCE. Ricardo is cute. Edgar is hot...for some reason.....lol. Its cool. I feel like everyone is kinda my age and their in the same place.....Steven is really cool too. I like it......I went today to just hang out and you KNOW I don't do shit like that....
I feel like the world is yours and you do what you want with what you have.......I don't mind being married if my guy lets me still pursue my shit......
I think I'm on the route of being happy.....for once....finally.....not taking the ballet seriously.....really trying to get into hip hop and realizeing who I am again......I miss pop music....I love Rihanna.....I'm just....Re-Inventing....My friends are important....they're good people....I have ot re-evualute who I am and how I represent myself to people. Keep myself looking as attractive as I can be........for now...until I get my plastic sergery job. I'm hopeful again.....I dunno how or why...But I am.........I think there has to be an upcurve because Ive been so down for long....I have to find reinspiration....I'm too talented and when the time comes again for TALENT, I'll still be there......its about knowing how to market yourself.....I'm ready.....I'm so ready........ please my friends, my GOD, give me strength. :o)