Blazay
Thats the feeling of how I feel at the moment. It could be the weather...its pretty dark out and there's no sun and its kinda cold.....reminds me of buffalo. The only difference is that I'm in my own house.
Des is having a baby shower for her brothers girlfriend this saturday, so I said I would go......male at a baby shower.....lol...its mainly a PARTY, in genearl, you know how puerto ricans are when it comes to a special occasion, its still a PARTY for everyone. It'll be nice to see Des and Rob cuz I don't see them much and they're like 2 of my longtime friends from grammar school....
As things start to draw close.....Ailey, the outreach performance, Opus, etc....I feel a weird stress......its not big.....I'm so comfortable at STEPS that its just gonna be weird to leave. But I need to.......its BEEN time. And I don't want to be in another situation where I have to do work/study there again. Its not bad, I just don't want to do it anymore.
I had an experience last night and all I'll say is its funny how as you get older ur body changes and ur subconcious can effect what you want to happen to your body and what you don't AND that men suck. :o)
Anyway, I'm gonna nap.....before Vernon's class....as much as I CAN'T STAND HIM, I gotta be there anyway.....blah :oP
Des is having a baby shower for her brothers girlfriend this saturday, so I said I would go......male at a baby shower.....lol...its mainly a PARTY, in genearl, you know how puerto ricans are when it comes to a special occasion, its still a PARTY for everyone. It'll be nice to see Des and Rob cuz I don't see them much and they're like 2 of my longtime friends from grammar school....
As things start to draw close.....Ailey, the outreach performance, Opus, etc....I feel a weird stress......its not big.....I'm so comfortable at STEPS that its just gonna be weird to leave. But I need to.......its BEEN time. And I don't want to be in another situation where I have to do work/study there again. Its not bad, I just don't want to do it anymore.
I had an experience last night and all I'll say is its funny how as you get older ur body changes and ur subconcious can effect what you want to happen to your body and what you don't AND that men suck. :o)
Anyway, I'm gonna nap.....before Vernon's class....as much as I CAN'T STAND HIM, I gotta be there anyway.....blah :oP