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I guess since I have NOTHING to do since the MTA decided to go on strike, I can sit down and write a journal entry. So many things have gone on, that I don't know where to begin.
Anyway, I guess we'll start with recent events......as "spring semester" I will be a fellowship student at the Ailey School. I auditioned this past weekend and it was SO draining......Saturday, I didn't get out till about 8, but it was fun cuz Keon was there to keep me company and Matt Pardo, from UB, was there and we chatted and laughed and such. He made all programs, which is sooooo good for him, I hope he can go this summer. Then sunday, I went to take a ballet class, which KICKED MY ASS.....I mean, I never ever take this teacher and this class was HARD, but it was good....I was slugging afterwards and I really didn't want to go to the Fellowship audition, just because it was at like 3 and I was tired.....but I went anyway and Troy and Ms. Wong was on the board, THANK GOD. I mean, I had a pretty okay audition anyway. The floor was SLIPPERY as fuck, but I mananged. One particular person who recieved fellowship again looked a HOT MESS and I just continue to wonder why they keep giving it to him.......but, he DOES have a nice body and I guess they figure they can mold him into what they want. Whatev....but the other people on scholarship were pretty good. One particular boy wasn't that great at ballet, but tore the modern uuuuuuppppp. I was just like "yeeeesss!" I'll also still be working with Opus, which I hope doesn't effect me being able to do at least one workshop. But, its all good, I'm excited just cuz I can learn new things and be back in a school atmosphere without it getting to be TOO much....I could always go back to steps and do whatever as opposed to just taking class there and dealing with Ailey-BS. I wish Jinah was going there with me, the bitch.
I've been feeling so.........crazy lately. I've had 3 days to just sit on my ass and let everything gather around me and manifest. I haven't sat in the house like this since.......summer after 8th grade. LOL. This will make me never want to be unemployed and searching for a job. The only plus is that I got a chance to write in my LJ and watch All My Children at the regular time. My body is in shock. I'm so used to just taking monday off, but I haven't danced since sunday, so my body is like "Ummmmmm........"
Ever since my Luis encounter back in september, I've been feeling quite weird.....I gotta check a few things out.....
I think I'm gonna marry Doloras....our kids would be beautiful. I keep telling her that we're gonna either get married or we're having kids together. lol. She's mexican, but upon seeing her you would think shew as mixed black/hispanic. I dunno why, she just doesn't look mexican at all. Which looking Mexican isn't a bad thing....
I've been having a lot of issues lately and arguments about issues effecting how gay men are viewed and sterotyped and what seems to be the fad here in NYC in terms of what people are looking for, dress wise, race wise......I feel like I've given up on people.....
I'm rambling......
Anyway, I guess we'll start with recent events......as "spring semester" I will be a fellowship student at the Ailey School. I auditioned this past weekend and it was SO draining......Saturday, I didn't get out till about 8, but it was fun cuz Keon was there to keep me company and Matt Pardo, from UB, was there and we chatted and laughed and such. He made all programs, which is sooooo good for him, I hope he can go this summer. Then sunday, I went to take a ballet class, which KICKED MY ASS.....I mean, I never ever take this teacher and this class was HARD, but it was good....I was slugging afterwards and I really didn't want to go to the Fellowship audition, just because it was at like 3 and I was tired.....but I went anyway and Troy and Ms. Wong was on the board, THANK GOD. I mean, I had a pretty okay audition anyway. The floor was SLIPPERY as fuck, but I mananged. One particular person who recieved fellowship again looked a HOT MESS and I just continue to wonder why they keep giving it to him.......but, he DOES have a nice body and I guess they figure they can mold him into what they want. Whatev....but the other people on scholarship were pretty good. One particular boy wasn't that great at ballet, but tore the modern uuuuuuppppp. I was just like "yeeeesss!" I'll also still be working with Opus, which I hope doesn't effect me being able to do at least one workshop. But, its all good, I'm excited just cuz I can learn new things and be back in a school atmosphere without it getting to be TOO much....I could always go back to steps and do whatever as opposed to just taking class there and dealing with Ailey-BS. I wish Jinah was going there with me, the bitch.
I've been feeling so.........crazy lately. I've had 3 days to just sit on my ass and let everything gather around me and manifest. I haven't sat in the house like this since.......summer after 8th grade. LOL. This will make me never want to be unemployed and searching for a job. The only plus is that I got a chance to write in my LJ and watch All My Children at the regular time. My body is in shock. I'm so used to just taking monday off, but I haven't danced since sunday, so my body is like "Ummmmmm........"
Ever since my Luis encounter back in september, I've been feeling quite weird.....I gotta check a few things out.....
I think I'm gonna marry Doloras....our kids would be beautiful. I keep telling her that we're gonna either get married or we're having kids together. lol. She's mexican, but upon seeing her you would think shew as mixed black/hispanic. I dunno why, she just doesn't look mexican at all. Which looking Mexican isn't a bad thing....
I've been having a lot of issues lately and arguments about issues effecting how gay men are viewed and sterotyped and what seems to be the fad here in NYC in terms of what people are looking for, dress wise, race wise......I feel like I've given up on people.....
I'm rambling......