Oct 29, 2005 10:19
I reeeeeeeally don't wanna go to work today. I got my check yesterday and I'm like "Okay, I don't wanna work till the next one comes." But, seriously...I just wanna call out. This week went fast. Not much has happened in terms of auditions or anything, but I did do this one thing that my friend invited me to. I have a theory about Modern, black modern dance, and when I get it together in my thoughts then I will be able to write it down on paper. Lets just say, I think I may know what Alishia Graf may feel like being in Ailey at the moment.
I am SO DONE with men. Ugh....I continue to sing this same song, but really....I can't even see myself TOUCHING a guy at the moment cuz they disgust me so. Some of them are so rude and then THEN after all the drama and not talking to this ASSHOLE for two weeks, Luis IMs me, spilling BS, of course and thought it may be true, why would it take you 2 weeks to contact me?
Done done donnnnnne.
I know its almost winter, but damn can the SUN at least come out? I don't mind it being cold.....just have the sun come out. I hate waking up to dark, dreary days. I think the buffalo effect is leaving, cuz I remember when I would pray that it would be dark and dreary out so that I can enjoy going to work. Weird, right? And when it was sunny, I think I wanted to stay inside...or hang out with friends....it might have been the second one, cuz why would I wanna stay in if its sunny? Anyway, we need more sun.