Cold existance
Alone
All the hurt,
All the pain,
Reaches its peak,
As I stumble through the blinding rain,
Alone.
Forsaken, forgotten, alone.
No one to turn too,
Nowhere to run.
All alone.
Somebody help me out,
Somebody grab my hand.
Don’t let me go.
The rain blisters as it hits my skin,
Feel the burn.
Recovery is not a option,
Festering,
The wounds that wont heal,
The scars that wont go away.
The nuclear winter draws near,
Will it come,
Or will it go?
Either way, I’m all alone.
Well, so, yeah. all alone again. there was no way i could give myself to someone else when i was still mourning the loss of the other half of my soul. i hate who she has become. she is a totally different person. she is not the person i once loved. Its my fault she has changed, its my fault.
You're gone,
Im not me,
without you.
all i have left are pieces,
tattered memories,
faded pictures.
My soul mate,
no more.
MY lover,
no more.
my best friend,
No more.
My fiancee,
no more.
You've replaced me,
A valiant job you've done at that.
stole my BEST FRIEND and made her your own.
now you share her bed.
your gone,
all our hopes,
all our dreams.
our past,
our present,
our future.
our love,
gone.
scattered across my mind like broken glass.
she makes you happy and that's all that matters.
how am i supposed to let go of you?
I know you will soon make love to her,
if you haven't already.
I want to scream out loud to the whole world,
She's MINE!
don't let them take you.
dont forget me.
remember me.
given up,
lost all i had,
to selfishness.
I sit her and wonder. I sit here and ponder. is she right? i know she is... i am horrible. as soon as someone else showed intrest in me i bolted...it didnt matter that we were engaged or that i loved her and she loved me. some protest, they say if you were really truly happy and ment to be, would you have bolted? I don't want to be here right now. I want to disappear.
Makin' my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I'll need you
And I'll miss you
And now I wonder...
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memory
'Cause I need you
And I'll miss you
And now I wonder...
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight
And I, I
Wish I could let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't know...
Just making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through this crowd
And I'll still need you
And I'll still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
I dont think i can go to mckinna's this weekend. not knowing that they probably had sex in that house. I would die. i cant. i cant see mick knowing she makes out with the other half of my soul! i cant! i cant talk to them knowing that mick is taking my place and making her happy. filling my void. becoming better than me. i cant do it.
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight
All the hurt,
All the pain,
Reaches its peak,
As I stumble through the blinding rain,
Alone.
Forsaken, forgotten, alone.
No one to turn too,
Nowhere to run.
All alone.
Somebody help me out,
Somebody grab my hand.
Don’t let me go.
The rain blisters as it hits my skin,
Feel the burn.
Recovery is not a option,
Festering,
The wounds that wont heal,
The scars that wont go away.
The nuclear winter draws near,
Will it come,
Or will it go?
Either way, I’m all alone.
Well, so, yeah. all alone again. there was no way i could give myself to someone else when i was still mourning the loss of the other half of my soul. i hate who she has become. she is a totally different person. she is not the person i once loved. Its my fault she has changed, its my fault.
You're gone,
Im not me,
without you.
all i have left are pieces,
tattered memories,
faded pictures.
My soul mate,
no more.
MY lover,
no more.
my best friend,
No more.
My fiancee,
no more.
You've replaced me,
A valiant job you've done at that.
stole my BEST FRIEND and made her your own.
now you share her bed.
your gone,
all our hopes,
all our dreams.
our past,
our present,
our future.
our love,
gone.
scattered across my mind like broken glass.
she makes you happy and that's all that matters.
how am i supposed to let go of you?
I know you will soon make love to her,
if you haven't already.
I want to scream out loud to the whole world,
She's MINE!
don't let them take you.
dont forget me.
remember me.
given up,
lost all i had,
to selfishness.
I sit her and wonder. I sit here and ponder. is she right? i know she is... i am horrible. as soon as someone else showed intrest in me i bolted...it didnt matter that we were engaged or that i loved her and she loved me. some protest, they say if you were really truly happy and ment to be, would you have bolted? I don't want to be here right now. I want to disappear.
Makin' my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I'll need you
And I'll miss you
And now I wonder...
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memory
'Cause I need you
And I'll miss you
And now I wonder...
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight
And I, I
Wish I could let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't know...
Just making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through this crowd
And I'll still need you
And I'll still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
I dont think i can go to mckinna's this weekend. not knowing that they probably had sex in that house. I would die. i cant. i cant see mick knowing she makes out with the other half of my soul! i cant! i cant talk to them knowing that mick is taking my place and making her happy. filling my void. becoming better than me. i cant do it.
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight