I hate money
I am constantly having a problem with my budget! Right now I am more in the red than I have ever been before. I have to commute from West Palm Beach to Ft Lauderdale everyday and I have very little money to do it with. For the next two weeks, I estimate that I will have $.75 to my name. I may have to suck it up and go back to havinig two jobs for a while, just so I can get back on my feet again... but I don't know if I should do that to myself again. I mean I'm not in school and I am working in my field full time, but I want to keep myself open for free lance work. Sad part is I don't really have any clients... paying clients anyway. Most of the people who ask for work is my family and I feel bad charging them but at the same time I hate it!! Don't get me wrong I would do it for them, but most of the people who ask for something don't even really talk to me unless they want me to draw something for free. IT very inconsiderate of them, including my mom and my little sister (and I love them the most!). Most of this stuff is tattoo designs and painted tote bags. Don't they know how much planning and time these things take?! These are my most time consuming products and they're getting it for free just because I am family. It's not right!! ESPECIALLY NOW THAT I AM POOR AS FUCK!!!