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argh.. i have three days off this week, monday and thursday because of observance of jewish holidays, and psat for today. my mom is here, i have three days off in a school week, for god's sake, i should be happy as ever.. but why aren't i? somehow i'm melancholy at some point, then okay, but not happy. can't quite put my hands on why i'm like this.. ugh..
i keep stuffing myself with bagels and brownies. crispy, light brown crust french toast bagel topped with a lightly whipped cream cheese. sounds good doesn't it. it was good too :) i've lost my baking skills. can't control the temperature and baking time with this different, much bigger oven. so all i've done is burned the brownies. they're still edible to me however. i know i'll get fat from this. oh well.
i don't want to keep feeling not-happy while mom is still here. her time here is short, and it'll be months before we'll see each other again. i can't imagine this. although it's my reality now, but still very surreal.. everything.
i keep stuffing myself with bagels and brownies. crispy, light brown crust french toast bagel topped with a lightly whipped cream cheese. sounds good doesn't it. it was good too :) i've lost my baking skills. can't control the temperature and baking time with this different, much bigger oven. so all i've done is burned the brownies. they're still edible to me however. i know i'll get fat from this. oh well.
i don't want to keep feeling not-happy while mom is still here. her time here is short, and it'll be months before we'll see each other again. i can't imagine this. although it's my reality now, but still very surreal.. everything.