why am I still up *sigh*
I love how its almost 4 am and Im still awake and I cant even think about sleeping yet. I hate how things confuse me so much. I dont know what to do or say about anything Im feeling right now becuase I dont want to upset or hurt anyone, but I have to say it all eventually. Tomorrow I decided to go to Annas. It sucks though because tomorrow is going to be a miserable day. I have that feeling. Drama likes to follow me places that Im trying to have fun at. Meh. Oh snap, I got candy corn on my pants. Or Erics pants I should say. Sorry about that buddy. ;) I guess Ill go wash my clothes or something right now so I can give more to Vinnie tomorrow to ebay them. It helps to do busy work, it keeps me from thinking. I feel so sick right now. Its nerves. Im such an idiot.
*muah* love
*muah* love