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Lately things have been....I don't know really. Maybe I'm just ready to graduate now. But I want out of highschool. Every single day I go to that school now I just get so restless and I just want to leave so badly. Mortorff has noticed I haven't been coming to his class alot lately. He is right, but oh well. It just makes me angry to have to go to this school every day and see the same stupid BS all the time. All the crappy relationships and problems people go through. Everytime I see that mess it makes me more anti-relationships than before. I can't wait to start working. That just means im closer to moving out. I need a change. I need to have something different or I'm going to explode.
THIS STUFF WE DO EVERY SINGLE DAY ISN'T THE GREATEST. NOONES GOING TO CARE WHEN THEY GRADUATE. Why go through it all when you KNOW it's going to suck. It's not worth it....it's not. You can get love and happiness from friends just as well as a boyfriend or girlfriend. I'll never be convinced with the whole "oh it's so worth it when your together." Yeah yeah.....it's worth it just with my friends because at least they have the chance of staying around longer. YOU ONLY LOSE PEOPLE YOU DATE IN HIGHSCHOOL. If you like them sooooooo much, why would you want to lose them? The people who date all through highschool and stay together?.......they have known each other since little kid years and were friends for a long time before they started dating so they have the one up on everyone else. Thats the only reason those people last. Highschool DOESN'T last a majority of the time because were all too self centered as of now and worrying about what were going to do outside of highschool or at home or whatever. The people you care about stay around alot longer if your just FRIENDS. I don't understand why everything has to be about having a boyfriend or girlfriend. Anyway.....this wasn't directed at anyone in particular.....just something I've been noticing lately.
That's what a journal is for anyway, getting the BS out of my head so I can function again.
Yeah.
<3 Lizzo
THIS STUFF WE DO EVERY SINGLE DAY ISN'T THE GREATEST. NOONES GOING TO CARE WHEN THEY GRADUATE. Why go through it all when you KNOW it's going to suck. It's not worth it....it's not. You can get love and happiness from friends just as well as a boyfriend or girlfriend. I'll never be convinced with the whole "oh it's so worth it when your together." Yeah yeah.....it's worth it just with my friends because at least they have the chance of staying around longer. YOU ONLY LOSE PEOPLE YOU DATE IN HIGHSCHOOL. If you like them sooooooo much, why would you want to lose them? The people who date all through highschool and stay together?.......they have known each other since little kid years and were friends for a long time before they started dating so they have the one up on everyone else. Thats the only reason those people last. Highschool DOESN'T last a majority of the time because were all too self centered as of now and worrying about what were going to do outside of highschool or at home or whatever. The people you care about stay around alot longer if your just FRIENDS. I don't understand why everything has to be about having a boyfriend or girlfriend. Anyway.....this wasn't directed at anyone in particular.....just something I've been noticing lately.
That's what a journal is for anyway, getting the BS out of my head so I can function again.
Yeah.
<3 Lizzo