Aug 09, 2011 19:34
Title: My Treasure
Pairing: Kyuchul
Rating: PG-13
Warning: yaoi
Summary: It is really hard to have a possessive boyfriend. It is also difficult to have a very beautiful boyfriend.
“Heechul, please don’t look at other guys, don’t you know how beautiful you are? I don’t like you being watched by loving gazes!”
“Kyuhyun, don’t treat me like your statue or a fragile doll anymore, I am human, don’t control me in everything or I will run away!
Story
“Kim Heechul, hey look at me and listen to me! Heechul! Stop and turns toward me!
Kyuhyun grips my hands firmly and turns me towards him and presses me against a wall. My blood boils and I feels numbs and angers grow inside me as I snap him pointing a finger towards his face.
“Cho Kyuhyun, bastard I don’t want to see and listen your words please leave me alone even for a minute. Why can you do this to me? You made me shame many times before and now again, I even don’t know why you drag me from the practical room in front of all students.”
Heechul felt exhausted, want to run away from school and sleep all the day until he calms down. But Kyuhyun didn’t let him.
“Heechul, you don’t know why? You mock me? Why you accept these Jumgmo guy stared at your face and flirt with you during practical time? His gaze told me that he loves you and I don’t fucking like it.”
Heechul can’t really understand he is so possessive.
“Kyuhyun, you are my boyfriend and everyone in my class knows about it. I only love you; I will not cheat on you. I don’t know other people like me or not and I don’t care: Why cant you give me any freedom? Why don’t you believe me?
““Heechul, please don’t look at other guys, don’t you know how beautiful you are? I don’t like you being watched by loving gazes!”
Again he uses these words and tries to tie me. I can’t stand it anymore.
“Kyuhyun, don’t treat me like your statue or a fragile doll anymore, I am human, don’t control me in everything or I will run away!”
And then I push him and run away from him to the hall.
He followed me from behind and said nothing so I am glad.
During our way to my home, we said nothing to each other. As soon as we reached to my house, I directly went to my bedroom and sleep under my blanket.
I heard his footsteps and then he sit beside my bed. I ignore him and pretend to sleep.
I can’t understand myself for accepting him as my boyfriend first. I thought about the times we meet, he confessed me, I rejected him first but at last I can’t stand his stubbornness and persistence and the craziest things he done for me to accept him and I give up to him and now we are like this almost every day.
Flash back
At my first year of University, I had to tutor my mother’s friend son for my family cannot support fully for my education bills.
The first time we met in his room,, he is playing games at his computer. His mother introduced us and I tried to teach but he lazily stared at me and said nothing.
He even didn’t look at his books.
I tried to treat him well and explained to study but he just made me angry by looking at me sleepily so I told him to study some lessons and I will be back next day. Then he told me first time.
“Why are you so beautiful just for a man?
You shouldn’t be my teacher. How can you be my teacher when I can’t concentrate anything because of your beauty? You should be my lover.”
I am so angry and almost slapped at him but I controlled myself and left him.
I didn’t go to him next days and informed his mother to find another guide.
But after a week his mother came to my home and begged me to guide him and telling me that Kyuhyun didn’t want any other guide to teach him other than me or he will not attend the school anymore.
I tried to reject but my mother insisted and I had to give in.
When I came back to tutor him, he really did agree with my teaching and tried very hard and study well and didn’t bother me except for staring at me and tried to hold and touch my hands unknowingly at sometimes.
The first time he first confessed me is at my birthday giving me a expensive watch and told me that
“From now on, I will live for you, like the watch passes every second I have given you all the time I have to you and I will be yours, please let me live and die for you?”
I want to laugh this time; I can’t believe his evil mouth could tell those words.
Anyway I rejected him 10 times and he proposed me 11 times and finally I give up. So my life is now like this in his prison not let me ‘going anywhere without him’, ‘doing the things he disliked’, ‘followed me everywhere’ and ‘treating me like he own me’. I can’t stand him anymore. I love freedom. I won’t allow anyone controlled me so we have to discuss about things and find the answer.
When I woke up, he lied beside me, hugging me. I stirred and open my eyes to meet with his perfect face, peacefully sleeping. I really can’t hate him too. I know he really love me so much and cared about me like there is no tomorrow. I just want him to give me some freedom.
I stand up from bed and go to the living room. When I am drinking some water, he hugs me from behind.
“I am sorry Chul; you know I am afraid to lose you every day.”
“You shouldn’t”
“Chul, I am serious”
“Me too, if you don’t believe me, why you didn’t break up with me and find the one who can you trust?
“I love you ,Chul and only you, just you”
“If so you should trust me!”
“I trust you but I can’t trust fate and other people who want to steal you from me.”
“Crazy, stupid brat, I hate you.”
I saw hurt in his eyes and his eyes fill with tears.
I don’t want to hurt him but I have to make him give me freedom.
“If you won’t give me freedom and continue to control me, I will break up with you.”
“Chul. …”
He sobs and tears freely rolling from his eyes. I want to cry also but I can’t.
“Tell me what will you do?”
“I want to marry you.”
My eyes wide and my mouth gape open, I am so shocked. I want to break up with him and then he want to marry me. He is really crazy.
“Why?”
“This is the only way I can relieve that you really belong to me. I want to keep our relation safe. I want to sure I won’t lose you and it is the only way I can survive.
I can’t live any away from you. I am nothing without you. Trying to break up with me is best way to kill me, Chul”
“You are so ……..”
“Chul, lets marry, I can promise everything if you accept me. You are my life.”
“Promise me to give freedom?”
“Yes anything”
“I will think about it.”
Finally I give up, my anger lose in his tears and hug him back. He sobs and hugs me tighter for some more time and then we are here in my bedroom again.
I am looking at my image in the mirror and fix my hairs while he is staring at me.
Suddenly he leans closer and kisses my lips softly.
“Love your beautiful plump lips.”
Then he kisses my cheeks.
“Love your white and cute cheeks”
Then my eyes
“Crazy for your eyes, clear and peaceful, whenever I look into your eyes, I feel peaceful, alive and I think I own the whole world. Your eyes are shining and bright, so beautiful so that I felt crazy seeing your eyes. You can kill me with your eyes, your smiles.”
“Don’t be cheesy”
I slightly blush.
“Really, you are my only treasure so I feel so possessive and obsessive of you a lot.
“Stupid”
“Don’t blame me and blame yourself for this pretty my love”
“Shut up, stop cheesing me and then I will marry you! Pabo stubborn, spoiled crazy kid, I really hate you for crazier and more stubborn than me, really”
Sometimes I really can’t understand for always giving up on him. I think I can’t stand his stupidity or Is my treasure his stupidity? I really don’t know.
Currently, I love Kyuchul. My first Kyuhyun fanfic. Hope you read it.
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