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[phuct]

[and i call you,
the rise and fall]

ill do whatever i need to do
if the past is obtainable

yes i finally realized
all these lies i often hide
are meant to be forgotten

so
choose one of these mistakes
theres been too many i've made

coming short of the right moment
to let go of my rope
fall back into shadows
and into the callousness of red

this is an inventation to erase
and to neutralize progression for
as long you are in this

then simply...
run away

god. these pills arent working