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hello.
caitlin peel. i miss you.
there.
ok now for my actual entry.
so how is the world turning for you all? my world has its ups and downs. i sometimes dont understand how "fate" or "destiny" works. i mean, ill meet someone, but nothing will ever happen because of circumstances that prevent us from ever being together. lately, ive been having like, musical epiphanies (is that spelled correctly?) but it sucks because ill get something..and when i go to write it down, it comes out all wrong. the past few weeks has left me wondering how people are doing from my past. like jennifer or farrah, fuck, even jessica. it seems like there is always a spot in my day for friends i have made and lost in the past 20 years of my life. excuse the unorganized writing. this is the best i have been able to vent the past 5 months in my life in a real long time. maybe im on a writers block...maybe i never had one...maybe i was never a good writer...maybe all that is best is yet to come. my band...well.....if you can call it a band. i love writing music, and i write it with gj. and what we do is sit in his room with guitars and his computer and write. i love it...i feel free when we write. its like, i dont care what people think anymore about our music. i do it for me and the hopes of somehow effecting (affecting?) someone else with my thoughts and words. lately, like 5 people have asked me if seven day sun was ever to get back together, or have a reunion show, or just find a new bassist...i wish we could...but high school is over. we had our 15 mins of fame, even if it was really was only for 40 seconds. well, i think that is enough for me. tell me all how you are doing...or at least give me some words that i can live my next few months by. i love you all...even the ones ive lost along the way. you have made my life...my life.
im out like disco, partners.
Steven with a V for s.n.double o.p d.o.double jizzy. (snoop dogg)
caitlin peel. i miss you.
there.
ok now for my actual entry.
so how is the world turning for you all? my world has its ups and downs. i sometimes dont understand how "fate" or "destiny" works. i mean, ill meet someone, but nothing will ever happen because of circumstances that prevent us from ever being together. lately, ive been having like, musical epiphanies (is that spelled correctly?) but it sucks because ill get something..and when i go to write it down, it comes out all wrong. the past few weeks has left me wondering how people are doing from my past. like jennifer or farrah, fuck, even jessica. it seems like there is always a spot in my day for friends i have made and lost in the past 20 years of my life. excuse the unorganized writing. this is the best i have been able to vent the past 5 months in my life in a real long time. maybe im on a writers block...maybe i never had one...maybe i was never a good writer...maybe all that is best is yet to come. my band...well.....if you can call it a band. i love writing music, and i write it with gj. and what we do is sit in his room with guitars and his computer and write. i love it...i feel free when we write. its like, i dont care what people think anymore about our music. i do it for me and the hopes of somehow effecting (affecting?) someone else with my thoughts and words. lately, like 5 people have asked me if seven day sun was ever to get back together, or have a reunion show, or just find a new bassist...i wish we could...but high school is over. we had our 15 mins of fame, even if it was really was only for 40 seconds. well, i think that is enough for me. tell me all how you are doing...or at least give me some words that i can live my next few months by. i love you all...even the ones ive lost along the way. you have made my life...my life.
im out like disco, partners.
Steven with a V for s.n.double o.p d.o.double jizzy. (snoop dogg)