i give up
what's wrong with me? what's wrong with my fucked up personality? i can never, ever make friends. ugh... i just don't understand.
i'm thinking about quitting the VAA and voice acting in general. no one has ever said to me "wow, you've got some talent!" because i don't. let's face it... you do need some talent to make it. i'm sick of working so hard with.. nothing. absolutely fucking nothing. hard work won't get you that far. you need talent, and i don't have it. i don't have the voice.. i don't have the acting.. i don't have anything. yeah, i guess i am a quitter.
i know it's my fault. it's all my fault. for expecting something so big when it was never gonna happen.. no one's gonna cry over me though. i'm just another wannabe starlet who fell flat on her face. i'm just in this huge self-pitying slump right now... but that's no excuse. i just suck at voice acting and singing and anything i have ever dreamt of doing. i try and i try and people are liars. sometimes, trying just doesn't cut it. my parents were right about this, just like every other thing i ever tried to do.
i will never make friends on the VAA. that's why people quit on me.. they don't quit on friends, people they admire. they don't respect me. i don't deserved to be respected. fuck, i just give up on it all. no one will miss me there. no one ever cared that i was there. it just sucks that nothing i can ever do can ever change anything about myself or other people's opinions on me. and no one likes me there. i just can't connect with people, no matter how hard i try... because my trying just SUCKS and nothing works and..
aoidsiojga DAMNIT.
not that anyone cares. i'm just another loser who gave up. no one's gonna miss me there, except some mad VA's because their production didn't get fully produced.
i'm thinking about quitting the VAA and voice acting in general. no one has ever said to me "wow, you've got some talent!" because i don't. let's face it... you do need some talent to make it. i'm sick of working so hard with.. nothing. absolutely fucking nothing. hard work won't get you that far. you need talent, and i don't have it. i don't have the voice.. i don't have the acting.. i don't have anything. yeah, i guess i am a quitter.
i know it's my fault. it's all my fault. for expecting something so big when it was never gonna happen.. no one's gonna cry over me though. i'm just another wannabe starlet who fell flat on her face. i'm just in this huge self-pitying slump right now... but that's no excuse. i just suck at voice acting and singing and anything i have ever dreamt of doing. i try and i try and people are liars. sometimes, trying just doesn't cut it. my parents were right about this, just like every other thing i ever tried to do.
i will never make friends on the VAA. that's why people quit on me.. they don't quit on friends, people they admire. they don't respect me. i don't deserved to be respected. fuck, i just give up on it all. no one will miss me there. no one ever cared that i was there. it just sucks that nothing i can ever do can ever change anything about myself or other people's opinions on me. and no one likes me there. i just can't connect with people, no matter how hard i try... because my trying just SUCKS and nothing works and..
aoidsiojga DAMNIT.
not that anyone cares. i'm just another loser who gave up. no one's gonna miss me there, except some mad VA's because their production didn't get fully produced.