*I Finally Gave in.....And I Smiled*
So I know I heven't updated this thing is a LONG time...so lemme start where I left off....Sagan and I are no longer together...We broke up for multiple reasons...But we both are still on good terms...I was planing on going up to New York next month....but I can't...my car has failed...and I am selling it to Chesterfield auto parts as soon as I possably can...when I bought it it had an oil leak that got worse....Heather's Babyshower was Tuesday..and it turned out wonderful...Mom got to meet my boyfriend who I will tell about soon enough...the only shitty thing about that day is the fact that my car over heated and broke down on the side of courthouse road right where you get off of 288 on to courthouse...a radiator hose busted so dad fixed it for me..but with that it made the oil leak worse and now I have oil in my exhaust line...so I'm selling my car to Chesterfield Auto Parts as soon as I can....:'( It makes me sad to have to get rid of my first car so soon...but I should have known...with as many problems as it has and with how old it is, it's to be expected....but it stil has a good transmission and engine in it...plus a brand fucking new altinator so....I hope to get aleast $200 for it at the junk yard...but I'm not taking anything less then $150....I still got to gut the car because there is stuff that I am taking out of there, the speakers, the deck (of Course), the fabric I bought for the roof...I'll wash it and make a blanket from it so I have something to always look at to remind me of my first car...On to other subjects.....this one is too depressing....
Tomarrow is 3 weeks for me and my boyfriend...who ya'll are probably wondering if he has a name...his name is Dennis....he treats me as if I'm gold...he's already met both my parents and this was the first time I was actually nervous to let my parents meet him because for the first time ever...they're thoughts of him mean something...I really want them to like him and accept him because he's not going anywhere for a while....he makes me happy...he tells me I'm beautiful atleast 100 times a day...he loves to watch cartoons as much as I do if not more then I do...he knows how to have a good time...we see eye to eye on everything...I don't understand it either...because honestly....at first I didn't want to get attached...I didn't want to get involved...I have been hurt to a point that I am willing to live my life alone just to not get hurt again....but he showed me how I should be treated and how I should be taken care of and how truely amazing it feels to be with someone that truely cares....he makes me happy....he's the reason I constantly smile...he's the reason I actually care about things...he's the reason I'm actually trying to suceed in life...he's my reason....I just can't believe it...it doesn't make sense....I feel as if something is going to go wrong because everything is so perfect now....*sigh*...all in good time....
Tomarrow is 3 weeks for me and my boyfriend...who ya'll are probably wondering if he has a name...his name is Dennis....he treats me as if I'm gold...he's already met both my parents and this was the first time I was actually nervous to let my parents meet him because for the first time ever...they're thoughts of him mean something...I really want them to like him and accept him because he's not going anywhere for a while....he makes me happy...he tells me I'm beautiful atleast 100 times a day...he loves to watch cartoons as much as I do if not more then I do...he knows how to have a good time...we see eye to eye on everything...I don't understand it either...because honestly....at first I didn't want to get attached...I didn't want to get involved...I have been hurt to a point that I am willing to live my life alone just to not get hurt again....but he showed me how I should be treated and how I should be taken care of and how truely amazing it feels to be with someone that truely cares....he makes me happy....he's the reason I constantly smile...he's the reason I actually care about things...he's the reason I'm actually trying to suceed in life...he's my reason....I just can't believe it...it doesn't make sense....I feel as if something is going to go wrong because everything is so perfect now....*sigh*...all in good time....