open end loan
yesterday mel came with me to clifton park so i could get a new do. i printed pictures of girls on myspace that had hair i liked. never mind who! i smiled when i saw the man who would cut my hair. he had a smallish black and gold jacket on and long flowing blonde feathered hair. jon bon jovi new exactly what i was saying when i tried to explain what i wanted. he took the myspace pictures from my hand and said "i can do that." while he cut my hair he told me how beautiful it was and that everyone else in the world wants the hair i have so he doesn't know why i want it cut off. emily armstrong always says the same thing.
if i'm in albany and i know that i dont want to be there forever...how should i approach things? i could make the best of the situaion i'm in. get a decent apartment and just be kinda happy until i figure things out. this version doesn't allow much for the saving money department. it worries me that i wont be able to leave when i want to. on the other hand i could get a dumpy apartment and do what i can for making it look nice, i'm good at that. i'm just scared to live alone and be in a place thats easy to break into. if a guy came in my apartment with a gun what would i do? billy schmitt wouldn't be around to save me. i dont know. maybe mel will help me work it out today.
i'm tired of boys only wanting what they can't have. i tried to give robb another chance. it wouldn't be the best relationship but he would tell me i'm good and hold my hand. i was ready to settle for that. i swear that kid calls at all the wrong times and after all the begging to take me out i invite him to a movie and he gets sketchy. i had to remind myself of all the times he was supposed to show up but was getting stoned instead. oh yeah, thats why it didn't work out before. i'm not going to settle for anything. i'm resuming the search for straight bill. i know he exists and he is for me.
if i'm in albany and i know that i dont want to be there forever...how should i approach things? i could make the best of the situaion i'm in. get a decent apartment and just be kinda happy until i figure things out. this version doesn't allow much for the saving money department. it worries me that i wont be able to leave when i want to. on the other hand i could get a dumpy apartment and do what i can for making it look nice, i'm good at that. i'm just scared to live alone and be in a place thats easy to break into. if a guy came in my apartment with a gun what would i do? billy schmitt wouldn't be around to save me. i dont know. maybe mel will help me work it out today.
i'm tired of boys only wanting what they can't have. i tried to give robb another chance. it wouldn't be the best relationship but he would tell me i'm good and hold my hand. i was ready to settle for that. i swear that kid calls at all the wrong times and after all the begging to take me out i invite him to a movie and he gets sketchy. i had to remind myself of all the times he was supposed to show up but was getting stoned instead. oh yeah, thats why it didn't work out before. i'm not going to settle for anything. i'm resuming the search for straight bill. i know he exists and he is for me.