Sep 09, 2005 23:43
So the game tonight sucked. I am meaning the game, halftime, I know that for myself I didn't as well as I could have. My mind wasn't really in the right place. One comment about the game would have to be that in the past 2 years we would a lot and this year it seems that we don't play as much. Maybe it is just me. One thing for sure there was way to much drama for my liking. It seems that the more time a group spends together the more they fight. I don't get that we should all "love" each other. But not too much. I heard pretty nasty things were going on, on my bus.EKK! So gross and wrong! But you am I to say that. I mean whatever floats your boat, right? I got to talk to some people oday that I normally don't talk to and well, it seems that everything I have ever thought was wrong. Maybe that is a bad on part. Maybe I am the one who assumes that people think poorly of myself? Can you think you have self confidence and high self esteem but really not? I am in a very thoughtful mood right now. It's really strange. I don't like how my friends have changed, I mean not them but like who I hang out with more. It has totally changed and I see it with other poeple too. The people that I hung out with in 8th grade and the poeple that I hang out with now, is like two different groups. I think that it is really weird how there is like different groups inside one big group,its like the band forms there own little world to live in. Not saying that, that is wrong because I find myself more apart of it as much as the next person.
I need to stop talking about people. I get when people talk about me and yet today I found myself talking about someone. Thank you by the way for listening to me. That is very wrong about me to get because I am talked about then turn around and do the same thing to someone else. This entry is nothing more than the faults of my personaitly. I need to work on that, if you hear me talking about someone tell me to stop. I am done talking about this. Sorry that this is not the most interesting entry but it was something that I had been thinking about.
So next week is Homecoming and I am looking forward to it. I think that Monday is pj-day.(Correct me if I am wrong). I really hope that we will win the game.