I miss everyone!!!
I haven't been home since Easter. That's a really long time for me and I think I'm going to lose it before the end of finals.
I am now completely done with classes. Only finals left but I really miss my family and especially my friends. I saw Ryan last night but that's all that I've seen for friends since before Easter. It's sad and I don't know how to handle it!
I will be home May 6th probably around 8ish, depending on when my dad gets here and how long it takes us to get my stuff outta here, including the futon!
I've never really known myself to be one to feel homesick but I think what I'm feeling right now is it. I keep crying everytime I think of my mom and when I saw Holly's away message saying she's playing with Meg, I miss that, I want that and I can't have that for another whole week!!! :'(
I'm not a very good person to be alone. I hate being alone. That's prolly gonna be a bad thing for my husband when I get married because most people do like alone time, but I really don't, especially long periods of alone time like I get here. I want friends, I want family, I just want people around me who really care about me. None of my friends here with the exception of Annie care all that much and I can't deal with it.
Hopefully the Monday after I get home I will have my car back and I'll be able to go visit my friends at school and fun stuff like that, maybe take Holly and Meg to the movies or whatever. That would be fun! I just need to do something with people that I know love me and care for me. What can I say? I guess I'm just a people person, I need to be around people!
Well sorry about the complete randomness and everything, I'm just typing it as it comes in my head so yeah, I don't know what to do with myself! Ugh, I guess now it's time to study :'(
I am now completely done with classes. Only finals left but I really miss my family and especially my friends. I saw Ryan last night but that's all that I've seen for friends since before Easter. It's sad and I don't know how to handle it!
I will be home May 6th probably around 8ish, depending on when my dad gets here and how long it takes us to get my stuff outta here, including the futon!
I've never really known myself to be one to feel homesick but I think what I'm feeling right now is it. I keep crying everytime I think of my mom and when I saw Holly's away message saying she's playing with Meg, I miss that, I want that and I can't have that for another whole week!!! :'(
I'm not a very good person to be alone. I hate being alone. That's prolly gonna be a bad thing for my husband when I get married because most people do like alone time, but I really don't, especially long periods of alone time like I get here. I want friends, I want family, I just want people around me who really care about me. None of my friends here with the exception of Annie care all that much and I can't deal with it.
Hopefully the Monday after I get home I will have my car back and I'll be able to go visit my friends at school and fun stuff like that, maybe take Holly and Meg to the movies or whatever. That would be fun! I just need to do something with people that I know love me and care for me. What can I say? I guess I'm just a people person, I need to be around people!
Well sorry about the complete randomness and everything, I'm just typing it as it comes in my head so yeah, I don't know what to do with myself! Ugh, I guess now it's time to study :'(