Her

[phreezerburn]

I'm going to try to get everything out here instead of actually intruding on your life anymore

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[pandorasfox]

then perhaps take a moment and consider the damage to the other people in her life, sometimes the fallout is really big

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[phreezerburn]

I think going to her would have been a mistake that night and this helped to remind me of that.
I'm in a messy situation and the fallout will probably be pretty devastating, but I need to not force it.
I need to either be available in whatever capacity is needed if it happens or be able to deal with it if it doesn't.
I'm better prepared for both of those now after getting some time and perspective.

What are you doing here still?