Aug 30, 2005 18:09
i was almost run over when crossing US1 today.
a man reached out and grabbed my shirt, preventing me from stepping into the path of an escalade.
"keep your eyes open" he said.
i owe him my life and i will never know who he is.
insanity.
i bought a box of honey nut cheerios today.
on the back was a "fun" tutorial about the basics of hurricanes and tsunamis.
i don't know, it just struck me as ironic.
i lost another 'friend' today, too
i ran into them at sunset, and started talking to them
but they cut me off and told me that they no longer had any interest in being "buddy buddy" with me.
i can respect that. i need more of that sort of honesty in my life.
i'm trying to stay steady, i swear i am!
but hurricanes + hormones are making it troublesome.
i think the objective of september is going to be proving to myself that
i am not a victim of circumstance -- i am a player and not a pawn
and i can be the person i want to be.
p.s.: for the love of god, somebody throw hilary duff a sandwich before she implodes.