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[phree_mind]

So I had my birthday. Thanks to everyone who came out.
It was fun, but I wish some other people could have made it.

I guess, socially, I'm older.
But I don't feel different.
\\\ i feel worse.

-fightswithdad
-nightmares
-insomnia
-frustration

it's a rubberband ball full of stuff i don't really want to deal with.
i just want to feel
and be built up.