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and so, the beautiful people get what they want, again.
my mind has been cycling through the same....five? thought processes for the past few days. 'tis why I've been in a less than pleasant mood. lauren and I had this bonding moment the other night, which helped a bit. she called me out for being in a bad mood and I spilled everything...well, almost everything. I'm not even all that sure why, she's just easy to talk to, I guess. makes you feel safe, and....understood.
I'm a little angry and a little hurt right now. but it's the kind of anger that I know is ridiculous, I'm just like what the fuck, I'm a little pissed off. but then I'm like what the fuck ever man, this is bullshit, it doesn't even matter. I'll be over it tomorrow. would have been over it sooner...but sneakiness abounds.
sometimes I don't think people realize that dealing with the truth, simply because you have something to deal with, is easier than having a friend simply shut you out without a reason.
I'm stronger than you think.
my mind has been cycling through the same....five? thought processes for the past few days. 'tis why I've been in a less than pleasant mood. lauren and I had this bonding moment the other night, which helped a bit. she called me out for being in a bad mood and I spilled everything...well, almost everything. I'm not even all that sure why, she's just easy to talk to, I guess. makes you feel safe, and....understood.
I'm a little angry and a little hurt right now. but it's the kind of anger that I know is ridiculous, I'm just like what the fuck, I'm a little pissed off. but then I'm like what the fuck ever man, this is bullshit, it doesn't even matter. I'll be over it tomorrow. would have been over it sooner...but sneakiness abounds.
sometimes I don't think people realize that dealing with the truth, simply because you have something to deal with, is easier than having a friend simply shut you out without a reason.
I'm stronger than you think.