Fuck
That sums up my feelings. just... fuck... So I send my ECU out to get rebuilt and it comes back and all that good stuff. so turns out the car still doesnt work lovely... now it could be the distributor? fun... this is nearly a grand and over a month for this problem. I can never have something thats actually nice or anything, I always have to settle for cheaper or "almost the same", I actually got something nice and it ends up being a piece of shit, I love it. I hate being poor. I hate not having a car. I hate being broke. I hate so much right now. If it ever does start working again I dont know what to do, keep it or sell it... selling it would result in very little money in comparison to what ive spent... but it could turn into a clusterfuck again. I hate how something material such as my car and money can upset me to on the rare occasion raise my spirits so much. fuck it, fuck everything. Ill never own another nice car probably, Ill probably get a stupid piece of shit like a civic and end up with them for the rest of my life and be poor forever.
To brighten my day even more, AT&T in their infinite wisdom decides to bill me $81 for my cell phone which is fucked. theres no way. they charged us $117 last month and we had to call and it was actually only $60. nice right? yea, I love it too. I called but their systems were down so I couldnt resolve anything, also great. I love this, today is just so great, everyday should be like today.
I wanted to buy a new computer, guess thats not happening. Who needs something enjoyable when you can just get fucked over and drained of money all the time... thats the ultimate enjoyable situation right... or am I misled?
But yea, this shows how things typicly go for me, wrong. If something looks fun and I want to try it and maybe have some fun myself... nah I end up hurt or something, something looks cool and I want to buy it... what its broken? or breaks a few days out of warranty... splendid... so yea... fuck that fuck this fuck fuck fuck fuck FuCk FUCK FucK fUCK FUck FuCK fuck.
To brighten my day even more, AT&T in their infinite wisdom decides to bill me $81 for my cell phone which is fucked. theres no way. they charged us $117 last month and we had to call and it was actually only $60. nice right? yea, I love it too. I called but their systems were down so I couldnt resolve anything, also great. I love this, today is just so great, everyday should be like today.
I wanted to buy a new computer, guess thats not happening. Who needs something enjoyable when you can just get fucked over and drained of money all the time... thats the ultimate enjoyable situation right... or am I misled?
But yea, this shows how things typicly go for me, wrong. If something looks fun and I want to try it and maybe have some fun myself... nah I end up hurt or something, something looks cool and I want to buy it... what its broken? or breaks a few days out of warranty... splendid... so yea... fuck that fuck this fuck fuck fuck fuck FuCk FUCK FucK fUCK FUck FuCK fuck.