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Brooke took her first steps last night. So awesome. That girl is gonna be walkin around in no time. I can't wait till she starts really talking smoothly.
There is suttin I need 2 get out. So Im gonna do it, and not hold back this time, like I have so many times before:
Sometimes I feel like giving up. Like, what am I here for if no one else wants me sort of thing. But than I realize, its not that people don't want me here, its that a select few don't. I have grown numb to these people, I no longer listen. I will not self-harm myself with knives, lighters, and scissors any longer, just because you people are ignorant assholes and try to ruin other peoples lives just to make yours seem better. I no longer have tolerance to people who do any such of the following:
1. Tell me how to live my life
2. Tell me how I should complete a task
3. Tell me I can not make it in what I want to do
4. Tell me I can not do something, than turn around, and do it themselves.
Fuck off people. I do not want to hear it anymore. If u give me lip, expect a fist in return because I am done with this shit. The people I need, you know who u r. Loni, I love you to death and I would never leave you in this world to fend for yourself. And Brooke needs both of us. Laura, hang in, all three of us will make it. As for everyone else, you know who you are. Your love is greatly appreciated, keep it coming...
There is suttin I need 2 get out. So Im gonna do it, and not hold back this time, like I have so many times before:
Sometimes I feel like giving up. Like, what am I here for if no one else wants me sort of thing. But than I realize, its not that people don't want me here, its that a select few don't. I have grown numb to these people, I no longer listen. I will not self-harm myself with knives, lighters, and scissors any longer, just because you people are ignorant assholes and try to ruin other peoples lives just to make yours seem better. I no longer have tolerance to people who do any such of the following:
1. Tell me how to live my life
2. Tell me how I should complete a task
3. Tell me I can not make it in what I want to do
4. Tell me I can not do something, than turn around, and do it themselves.
Fuck off people. I do not want to hear it anymore. If u give me lip, expect a fist in return because I am done with this shit. The people I need, you know who u r. Loni, I love you to death and I would never leave you in this world to fend for yourself. And Brooke needs both of us. Laura, hang in, all three of us will make it. As for everyone else, you know who you are. Your love is greatly appreciated, keep it coming...