Like a gutted fish,,,,,,,,,,,
Have you ever had to dosomething that in the process of doing it you literally feel as if you are ripping your insides out making yourself feel hollow. Empty, bare, vacant ,,,,,,,,,,, like a gutted fish.
You have to tell someone something that you don't want to tell them but the only way to survive the sitauation is to do it. And you know that after you've done it your stomache's gonna churn and knot up so you impale yourself and rip the knife up the flesh and make a big enough hole that you tear that out,,,,,,,,, you know the muscles in your ribcage will tighten so you break those and rip emout the now even larger hole. you can bet your lungs will seize from anxiety so they're the next to go. And you're heart,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Like a gutted fish and now there is nothing that will impede my ability to let her go. I did too
I a moment of absolute weakness I wrote her a letter and begged her to get here. TO leave today and be here tonight and she, in the gentlist way she could said no. SO I did what I felt I needed to do and that's cut off contact with her. Cause I don't want to be the guy who makes her life a living hell I'll leave that role up to him. I'm as dead as my dreams now empty, bare, vacant,,,,,,,,, like a gutted fish
You have to tell someone something that you don't want to tell them but the only way to survive the sitauation is to do it. And you know that after you've done it your stomache's gonna churn and knot up so you impale yourself and rip the knife up the flesh and make a big enough hole that you tear that out,,,,,,,,, you know the muscles in your ribcage will tighten so you break those and rip emout the now even larger hole. you can bet your lungs will seize from anxiety so they're the next to go. And you're heart,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Like a gutted fish and now there is nothing that will impede my ability to let her go. I did too
I a moment of absolute weakness I wrote her a letter and begged her to get here. TO leave today and be here tonight and she, in the gentlist way she could said no. SO I did what I felt I needed to do and that's cut off contact with her. Cause I don't want to be the guy who makes her life a living hell I'll leave that role up to him. I'm as dead as my dreams now empty, bare, vacant,,,,,,,,, like a gutted fish