Return of the Stalker Matt...
... and once again he wastes no time.
Tonight he invited me 'round to his place to watch DVDs "... or other stuff :)", suggesting that I needed to relax from uni and "unload". He even offered to pick me up (and that's the only unintentional pun here), and used both the kiss Wink and kiss emoticon (this is via MSN, btw). If he weren't such a seemingly nice guy, I'd be completely creeped out. Not that I trust him, of course, it's just that he doesn't seem so desperate anymore.
Had an interesting tutorial today for Music and Gender, taking on the roles of composers and musicologists and arguing their thoughts on whether men and women compose music specific to their gender. There were so many different personal pronouns being thrown around it was kinda confusing :P But it was most notable because people were talking to me sociablly and I wasn't a retard!! And all the stuff I was saying academically was good, too :P
I sound so lame.
Guess what? I don't care! :D
because despite my legs absolutely aching for some unknown reason, making the walking a little wonky, I was able to switch off the part of my brain that repeats near-incesantly "oh god, what must they all be thinking?!?!" in a panic-stricken voice, and think about something else. Mostly about how emo I was being last night :P which made me try even harder to not be... well, me. And it worked for the most part.
So tonight I'm happy. Except not so much about the fact that curtis' R4DS doesn't seem to want to accept the games I've loaded onto it. I've little idea why, let alone how to fix it, and I feel just slighty guilty because I'm the one who encouraged him to get the thing, along with Jake.
Bah. It'll sort itself out eventually.
Tonight he invited me 'round to his place to watch DVDs "... or other stuff :)", suggesting that I needed to relax from uni and "unload". He even offered to pick me up (and that's the only unintentional pun here), and used both the kiss Wink and kiss emoticon (this is via MSN, btw). If he weren't such a seemingly nice guy, I'd be completely creeped out. Not that I trust him, of course, it's just that he doesn't seem so desperate anymore.
Had an interesting tutorial today for Music and Gender, taking on the roles of composers and musicologists and arguing their thoughts on whether men and women compose music specific to their gender. There were so many different personal pronouns being thrown around it was kinda confusing :P But it was most notable because people were talking to me sociablly and I wasn't a retard!! And all the stuff I was saying academically was good, too :P
I sound so lame.
Guess what? I don't care! :D
because despite my legs absolutely aching for some unknown reason, making the walking a little wonky, I was able to switch off the part of my brain that repeats near-incesantly "oh god, what must they all be thinking?!?!" in a panic-stricken voice, and think about something else. Mostly about how emo I was being last night :P which made me try even harder to not be... well, me. And it worked for the most part.
So tonight I'm happy. Except not so much about the fact that curtis' R4DS doesn't seem to want to accept the games I've loaded onto it. I've little idea why, let alone how to fix it, and I feel just slighty guilty because I'm the one who encouraged him to get the thing, along with Jake.
Bah. It'll sort itself out eventually.