Just a little lost...
I've tried but no one wants someone like me, it seems. Honestly these rants of people filled with rejection are more than likely just images of emotion that I see when I'm upset. I'm lonely enough to be desperate but no one likes it when there are desperate people around. If I cried no one would see me. All-be-it more so because I hide than because I am disliked. Am I trapped in misery because I choose to be? Is this self pity or self loathing spawned from fear?
Do not know nor do I care. And once again I say that people would miss me if I were dead but they would not otherwise. Today not empty, tired perhaps. There has to be a better way to spend time than this.
Maybe there should be even more going on in my life, would it help if I were exhausted to the point of no return?
Do not know nor do I care. And once again I say that people would miss me if I were dead but they would not otherwise. Today not empty, tired perhaps. There has to be a better way to spend time than this.
Maybe there should be even more going on in my life, would it help if I were exhausted to the point of no return?