My Rambeling Thoughts...

Mar 21, 2011 22:48

   While at work yesterday, I noticed something.
   The Blue Bonnets are beginning to bloom, along with the Indian Paintbrushes, and those will soon be followed by all the other Texas wild flowers that pop up round-about this time of year. But the Blue Bonnets are always first, and even though there's only a handful out right now by the end of the month they'll be every where.  Though I  wouldn't  call  it spring, cause in Texas we don't have seasons per-say, just milder forms of summer.

But these flowers springing up has made me wounder just where the hell has the year gone?  I mean the years' just got started and I already feel like it's half over! But that could have to do with the fact I've got big things on my plate right now. Namely getting into art school. My portfilio is due on the 1st of April but I want to have sent in by this Saturday. So, that leaves me to scramble around trying to get every thing right so I can get it all together and in on time. I'm just really nervous about it, it's the whole what if I'm not good enough, doubt thing.  But all I can really do now is try and hope for the best! And when once I've sent the damn thing in it will be a wait of my back and kind of relax and get some of my fan-art stuff done. I feel bod about not finishing, but I  will get it done as soon as I am able!

I don't know why the Blue Bonnets made me think about all this, they just did for some reason. But for now I'll leave it at that, because I've got class at eight tomorrow morning and really should be getting to bed.      

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