May 30, 2004 02:17
So today was OK I got up around noon.... I love being on vacation... went to see my friend Lorin, went to the mall.... went home blah blah blah
at least I got to go to Sammy's graduation. It was nice to get to see her walk, I hope she has a great time. I am taking her to ozzfest when that comes around I cannot wait.... It should be a blast.
Things with Mike are weird right now. I don't know what to expect any more and I get soooo emotional all the frikkin time. Why??? Donknoe???? Ima dork. We just feel like we slipped right back into that same ol same ol thing we always go back to. I imagine us fifty and him calling me a three o'clock in tha mornin......wantin to c me. I love him and every part of me wants us to be together but.... I don't think its gonna be. It has been three years and nothing serious has come out of this. We HANG OUT..... i'm getting too old for that stuff.... Well I guess thats enough venting... gotta wait for that phone call....