why???
why can't anything work out in my favor. don't i deserve to have a good time and have a little happiness once in awhile? with everything going on i thought i could have a nice distraction but i guess not. why does it always seem that nothing works out in my favor, ever? i hate when life seems to be completely stacked against and no matter how much you keep fighting the pile never seems to get smaller. what did i ever do that i don't deserve to be happy? and just when i think i am getting there some bomb always has to drop.