Another bored at work update....
So, since I last talked at you all, I've begun to make more solid plans in my life. I'm going to take out half of my rent my first paycheck of the month and the other half the second paycheck. I usually get 2 paychecks a month, so that'll be nice to have a closer to constant source of money in my bank account. I have less than a dollar, but my mom helped Kat and I out with the pet rent this month, so now I have $10 to last me until friday. *wipes forehead* thank gawd, I was scraping up pennies and nickels to buy anything the past few days. She also took me to the grocery store, target (to get an electric toothbrush the dentist said I should have), and to walmart. We went to whole foods because it was close and I mentioned how much I loved that place. But we got a whole 3 things there. we got most of the foods at walmart. I got a new pair of jeans at old navy because my sister needed to go there and I can't really go into a store without trying things on. But I found a pair of jeans that I really liked, and they fit, because since I've lost 25 pounds, my pants don't fit anymore. but these do, and it's great. I am really proud of myself for losing that much weight, I've never lost that much weight at once before. It makes me feel really good about myself. Not being able to buy food helps in my diet. But now, since I have real foods in my house, I need to put together a work-out schedule.
oh!! Kelsey and Erik might be moving in this summer, before we move in a real place. Kat told me that she was thinking about subletting her room out, and asked me if I knew anyone that would want to sublet from her. Of course, I knew kelsey did, and I know Erik and I were talking about it the last time Kat mentioned subletting her room. If 2 people moved in with me, things would be a lot easier financially for me and everyone else. So, I think that if Kat does move out, they will be in. (as long as Erik finds a job here)
I'm excited for this semester to be over, and I hope that I get through it alive. grade wise.
Also, I've made the decision to wait until the summer to start T. I'm going to make an appointment for after school lets out with the doctor, and I think that is going to be the best idea for me. Also, I'll be going through a lot of changes verbally and physically and mentally so, only going to work would be the best way for me to handle the changes.
I am starting to get really nervous about where I'm going to be living next year. I am scared that if I don't personally go out and call and look at the places, that they won't be found and we won't have anywhere to live. I know it's not true, but I get scared sometimes.
But yeah, I'm doing really well mentally. I still struggle with gender and biology and sexuality issues, but if that's the worst of my problems, that's pretty damn good.
Oh yeah!!! Ashley hasn't had her baby yet. She was having contractions and stuff, but her water hasn't broken yet. I'm really excited but scared about it. She's about a month early, but maybe her baby will wait a little while to come out. Stay inside little guy!! We aren't ready for you!! I haven't made your day of birth present yet! just pay a-bloody-tention, alright? just wait up there be groovy drink a bit of wine, just don't get born yet. K thnx.
I want a cig. :-)
oh!! Kelsey and Erik might be moving in this summer, before we move in a real place. Kat told me that she was thinking about subletting her room out, and asked me if I knew anyone that would want to sublet from her. Of course, I knew kelsey did, and I know Erik and I were talking about it the last time Kat mentioned subletting her room. If 2 people moved in with me, things would be a lot easier financially for me and everyone else. So, I think that if Kat does move out, they will be in. (as long as Erik finds a job here)
I'm excited for this semester to be over, and I hope that I get through it alive. grade wise.
Also, I've made the decision to wait until the summer to start T. I'm going to make an appointment for after school lets out with the doctor, and I think that is going to be the best idea for me. Also, I'll be going through a lot of changes verbally and physically and mentally so, only going to work would be the best way for me to handle the changes.
I am starting to get really nervous about where I'm going to be living next year. I am scared that if I don't personally go out and call and look at the places, that they won't be found and we won't have anywhere to live. I know it's not true, but I get scared sometimes.
But yeah, I'm doing really well mentally. I still struggle with gender and biology and sexuality issues, but if that's the worst of my problems, that's pretty damn good.
Oh yeah!!! Ashley hasn't had her baby yet. She was having contractions and stuff, but her water hasn't broken yet. I'm really excited but scared about it. She's about a month early, but maybe her baby will wait a little while to come out. Stay inside little guy!! We aren't ready for you!! I haven't made your day of birth present yet! just pay a-bloody-tention, alright? just wait up there be groovy drink a bit of wine, just don't get born yet. K thnx.
I want a cig. :-)