Mothers from hell....Does anyone else have one?
Okay so i have this mother, a mother i love with all my heart, i truley do...i mean she raised me, she did help mold me into the person i am today which in all honesty i feel is a pretty good person, i love my children and i do my best, i have a best friend i would walk through fire for and to top it off i love my dogs with all my heart. I dont like to see any person or animal which i put right up there with people mind you, hence why i have 4 children and numerous dogs..i was put here to care for individuals with evey ounce of my being...So then why would i have a mother who loves and i means she LOVES creating total miscontent with other peoples lives including her children and their spouces..Why? who knows it is like she isnt happy unless people around her are unhappy..And i was blessed with this mother why? Wtf..and i pray to what god is ever listeaning to not let me be this way as i age, her mother was the same way also. I watched that game between them for years..and what a game it was to watch..almost poetic like..It would leave me in awe most times. And then i would be left wondering why people would do that to one another..And now here i sit with the chaos around me and in the mist of trying to pick up the pieces and wonder to myself..mirror mirror on the wall am i really like my mother after all? God dont let this happen to me and my loved ones around me cause if so i am having a disclaimer tatooed to my ass..in case of chaos causing miscontent disarm by removing my tongue!!! Is this a disease that plagues the females in my family or are there others out there in this big wide world that suffer from this disorder? And i really ,really feel there should be a support group for us...