A real update maybe?
Alright so now that I actually have a little tiny bit of free time, I think I am going to make a bit of an update.
Fist and foremost. For once in my life I am actually happy. I have found someone that makes me happy all the time, that never makes me feel ill about myself at all, someone that actually appreciates me and SHOWS that he appreciates me. Someone that doesn't seem ashamed by me. Who isn't afraid to show that they love me in front of others. Wow, this sounds pretty selfcentered....but oh well. It's the truth. He makes me feel and treats me the way I have always dreamed of feeling/being treated. I am so incredibly lucky and greatful. And why did I say found? I did not FIND him. He did not Find me. It has always been there. It just took years for us to reveil it. I have never been more happy in my life.
Now, the question stands...should I start today and work my way backwards? Or start a couple weeks ago and go forward...hmmm...
Alright well...I think the last time I updated I was getting pains in my heart quite frequently. They have since died down a little bit, but I find that I still get them quite often...still not a good thing. I should probably get that checked out but I'm so lazy...or maybe I am scared. I don't know. Either way, I don't want to go to the Dr.
A couple weeks ago Big D played with the Dropkick Murphy's. I ended up skipping my two days of classes before T-day to go to their Burlington and Northampton shows. It was so much fun. Dan's bday was that first night. Oh man. That was an interesting night. Got the chance to hang out with them after the show. It was nice. I hadn't seen them in forever and Jon and I had never really hung out much. He's a pretty cool kid. That was where I met Mikey. I had seen him at shows before but never really hung out with him. He's so much fun. Turns out he's from Keene. So yeah we were able to hang out over Tday break when he came up to his parents house. Then he left for Bali for 5 months...who does that? But then again, who gets to be a sky diving instructor for a living too? i can't wait until spring. I'm going to go jump with him. I also met a band called Far From Finshed. These guys were wicked cool and super nice/fun. I enjoyed my time with them. I cannot wait to see them again. I was suppose to take pictures at their show at the MIddle East on the 17th...but I have a show myself that day. And if I didn't have one, I would have been going ot the Skeptics/ No intention show to see Josh play and see the boys since I haven't in over a year.
Turkey day ewas good this year...although i wish my sister and Tim could ahve been there. Stupid work. Hung out with my cousins. Drank with my family for the first time ever...that firt time in front of your parents (well, with them actually knowing it) is quite odd. Anyways, Jill was very encouraging and I cannot wait to live with her for a bit. We are sooo much alike, except the fact that she is turning 34 when I am out there. Funny how we haven't seen eachother in over 5 years and we truned out to be quite alike.
Life had been pretty stressful the past couple weeks. But he kept me going through it all. I had numerous all nighters and had to call into work to get my school work done...but it got done and now all I can do is sit and wiat to see if I pass my classes...here's hoping.
College is over for this term. I will [hopefully] never have a Fall term again. I am right in the midst of finals now. joy of joys. It's not so bd though. I only have 1 exam, 2 presentations, a portfolio, and then 6 papers due. I've finished 3 of the 6 however, sooo only 3 left and they aren't due til Weds/Thursday. I cannot wait to be done and free of school. One term left. I am completely ready to graduate...for MANY reasons. I am so excited.
I go to Chicago in 2 weeks. I will be gone for 3 weeks. Checking out the city. Living there with my cousin...right near Belmont St. I am hopefully doing a job shadow and/or intership with her while I am out there. Should be fun. I have never been ble to actaully stay ina city and check it out for more than a few days to a week. And pretty much on my own no less! And definitely not being legal. I am so excited. I am, however, going to MISS JOSH like you wouldn't even know. 3 weeks appart. I'm going ot go crazy. I have trouble with a few days appart. After I return, a week later he has to go to New Mexico for work. Eeeps. I'm going to miss him so much. But I won't think of that now. I will jsut enjoy the time we have together now, and look forward to when we both return.
Ummm...let's see...what else? I spent the weekend at Josh's dispite the weather. I almost didn't make it down Friday night cause of the snow. I got there really late. We went to bed fairly early cause we had to wake up at like 6 to drive to Bridgewater State (Josh had to work). So I spent the day there with him. It was almost like subbing. Sat around and did nothing cause I forgot my notebook in my car. I had to be super quite cause e was administering tests...I almost blew it with his phone haha oops. Then I left Sunday am to go to work...yeah I hadn't been scheduled...the first Sunday ever that I had not been scheduled. I was pissed. I ended up having to stay two hours cause they have a policy that if you punch in you have to stay at least two hours. Lame. So I worked my two hours and then came home and showered. Then I drove back to MA to surprise Josh. He was quite surprised. I have never seen someone that surprised. It was so nice just being able to sit on the couch with him 9dispite me doing work) and sleep in his arms again.
He left for work this morning and I headed home a little while after him. Got home, wrote 2 papers, turned them in. Wrote another paper. Emailed that one in. I'm going to start working on another one sometime tonight...not sure when. I may go out for a drink later. I am not sure yet. Probably shouldn't though. I need to clean my room wicked bad, it's disgusting.
Yeah, that's pretty much it. I have an exam tomorrow am at 8. Then a dentist appt. at 10:30. Then I have to meet with my group for the next day presentation. Then go into the darkrom for the rest of the night and write 2 papers for Ad and Promo Weds. Photography crit WEds. then presentation to the Humane Society. Then Thursday I have a paper due for Corporate Fraud and then I AM DONE. Not sure what I'll do that night. I might have to sub Friday, not so sure yet. But then Friday night I am headed back to MA. Josh's Office Christmas party is that night at the Log Cabin in Easthampton. I need to find a dress! Maybe that's what I'll do Thursday night...Saturday I have a show (unortunately so does Josh) in Springfield, VT. Soo yeah, gonna go play that. It should be a good time. Then I think Kati and I are going to Benning St afterwords cause I haven't seen her in forever and she's going to be home. I can't wait to see her!
Alright, This entery has become way too long and I am sure you stopped rading a long long time ago so I'm done.
Fist and foremost. For once in my life I am actually happy. I have found someone that makes me happy all the time, that never makes me feel ill about myself at all, someone that actually appreciates me and SHOWS that he appreciates me. Someone that doesn't seem ashamed by me. Who isn't afraid to show that they love me in front of others. Wow, this sounds pretty selfcentered....but oh well. It's the truth. He makes me feel and treats me the way I have always dreamed of feeling/being treated. I am so incredibly lucky and greatful. And why did I say found? I did not FIND him. He did not Find me. It has always been there. It just took years for us to reveil it. I have never been more happy in my life.
Now, the question stands...should I start today and work my way backwards? Or start a couple weeks ago and go forward...hmmm...
Alright well...I think the last time I updated I was getting pains in my heart quite frequently. They have since died down a little bit, but I find that I still get them quite often...still not a good thing. I should probably get that checked out but I'm so lazy...or maybe I am scared. I don't know. Either way, I don't want to go to the Dr.
A couple weeks ago Big D played with the Dropkick Murphy's. I ended up skipping my two days of classes before T-day to go to their Burlington and Northampton shows. It was so much fun. Dan's bday was that first night. Oh man. That was an interesting night. Got the chance to hang out with them after the show. It was nice. I hadn't seen them in forever and Jon and I had never really hung out much. He's a pretty cool kid. That was where I met Mikey. I had seen him at shows before but never really hung out with him. He's so much fun. Turns out he's from Keene. So yeah we were able to hang out over Tday break when he came up to his parents house. Then he left for Bali for 5 months...who does that? But then again, who gets to be a sky diving instructor for a living too? i can't wait until spring. I'm going to go jump with him. I also met a band called Far From Finshed. These guys were wicked cool and super nice/fun. I enjoyed my time with them. I cannot wait to see them again. I was suppose to take pictures at their show at the MIddle East on the 17th...but I have a show myself that day. And if I didn't have one, I would have been going ot the Skeptics/ No intention show to see Josh play and see the boys since I haven't in over a year.
Turkey day ewas good this year...although i wish my sister and Tim could ahve been there. Stupid work. Hung out with my cousins. Drank with my family for the first time ever...that firt time in front of your parents (well, with them actually knowing it) is quite odd. Anyways, Jill was very encouraging and I cannot wait to live with her for a bit. We are sooo much alike, except the fact that she is turning 34 when I am out there. Funny how we haven't seen eachother in over 5 years and we truned out to be quite alike.
Life had been pretty stressful the past couple weeks. But he kept me going through it all. I had numerous all nighters and had to call into work to get my school work done...but it got done and now all I can do is sit and wiat to see if I pass my classes...here's hoping.
College is over for this term. I will [hopefully] never have a Fall term again. I am right in the midst of finals now. joy of joys. It's not so bd though. I only have 1 exam, 2 presentations, a portfolio, and then 6 papers due. I've finished 3 of the 6 however, sooo only 3 left and they aren't due til Weds/Thursday. I cannot wait to be done and free of school. One term left. I am completely ready to graduate...for MANY reasons. I am so excited.
I go to Chicago in 2 weeks. I will be gone for 3 weeks. Checking out the city. Living there with my cousin...right near Belmont St. I am hopefully doing a job shadow and/or intership with her while I am out there. Should be fun. I have never been ble to actaully stay ina city and check it out for more than a few days to a week. And pretty much on my own no less! And definitely not being legal. I am so excited. I am, however, going to MISS JOSH like you wouldn't even know. 3 weeks appart. I'm going ot go crazy. I have trouble with a few days appart. After I return, a week later he has to go to New Mexico for work. Eeeps. I'm going to miss him so much. But I won't think of that now. I will jsut enjoy the time we have together now, and look forward to when we both return.
Ummm...let's see...what else? I spent the weekend at Josh's dispite the weather. I almost didn't make it down Friday night cause of the snow. I got there really late. We went to bed fairly early cause we had to wake up at like 6 to drive to Bridgewater State (Josh had to work). So I spent the day there with him. It was almost like subbing. Sat around and did nothing cause I forgot my notebook in my car. I had to be super quite cause e was administering tests...I almost blew it with his phone haha oops. Then I left Sunday am to go to work...yeah I hadn't been scheduled...the first Sunday ever that I had not been scheduled. I was pissed. I ended up having to stay two hours cause they have a policy that if you punch in you have to stay at least two hours. Lame. So I worked my two hours and then came home and showered. Then I drove back to MA to surprise Josh. He was quite surprised. I have never seen someone that surprised. It was so nice just being able to sit on the couch with him 9dispite me doing work) and sleep in his arms again.
He left for work this morning and I headed home a little while after him. Got home, wrote 2 papers, turned them in. Wrote another paper. Emailed that one in. I'm going to start working on another one sometime tonight...not sure when. I may go out for a drink later. I am not sure yet. Probably shouldn't though. I need to clean my room wicked bad, it's disgusting.
Yeah, that's pretty much it. I have an exam tomorrow am at 8. Then a dentist appt. at 10:30. Then I have to meet with my group for the next day presentation. Then go into the darkrom for the rest of the night and write 2 papers for Ad and Promo Weds. Photography crit WEds. then presentation to the Humane Society. Then Thursday I have a paper due for Corporate Fraud and then I AM DONE. Not sure what I'll do that night. I might have to sub Friday, not so sure yet. But then Friday night I am headed back to MA. Josh's Office Christmas party is that night at the Log Cabin in Easthampton. I need to find a dress! Maybe that's what I'll do Thursday night...Saturday I have a show (unortunately so does Josh) in Springfield, VT. Soo yeah, gonna go play that. It should be a good time. Then I think Kati and I are going to Benning St afterwords cause I haven't seen her in forever and she's going to be home. I can't wait to see her!
Alright, This entery has become way too long and I am sure you stopped rading a long long time ago so I'm done.