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At work right now. High school biology teacher (mrs. Maidrid I know how much YOU love her). Later I will be going to the kindergarten class I've been in a lot this year. I love those kids but they can be such a pain in the ass. Let's hope they aren't too riled up today. It's still nasty outside sooo they haven't gotten enough fresh air. tends to make the little ones cranky.
Tonight...yup nothing for tonight. For I will not have my car at all. Dropping it off at Hanks between jobs...hopefully Duane will be able to fit me in tomorrow instead of doing it Weds. It would be most appreciated if he can.
Sooo yep. I'll be sitting on my ass at home...ALONE...AGAIN...someone come and visit me please!! Or steal me away. Or something...
Last night was horrid. parents got into a huge fight. Mostly cause of me. I was on the vere of bawling all day anyways and the first thing my dad says to me he is snapping at me, almost yelling so I start to lose it. I don't say anything....jsut tears comes cause I couldn't help it. and yeah. My mom tried defending me and that pissed my dad off more. He threatened to move out....even though I know he never will. It's all just a fucking guilt trip with him. If he feels like shit, we have to too. So yeah. I go upstairs to work on my room more/see if Ass is still alive (and partly o get aaway from him but i really had shit to do) and he goes off again, Saying how he never seems me more than 2 mins a day. I'm almst 21 fucking years old for christ's sake. he needs to fucking let go. I'm not going to be around forever. I really hope the appartment thing works out next week. Pleeease. But yeah so then he and my mom got into a huge arguement about how we always have to watch what ew say around him which is true. we never know what will piss him off. Even he smallest, most idiotic things will set him off sometimes. ugh i don' tknow anymore.
Sooo yeah. It's pretty shit out today. I don't want to be here at work. I just want to go somewhere far far far far far away.
Yeah....bored as hell. Donno what else to type. Didn't sleep well llast ngiht cause of everything that occurred. I need out of that house. I feel bad leaving my mom there with him though...ugh.
I don't fucking know anymore.
p.s. this woman's keyboard sucks ass. i hate imacs.
Out.
Tonight...yup nothing for tonight. For I will not have my car at all. Dropping it off at Hanks between jobs...hopefully Duane will be able to fit me in tomorrow instead of doing it Weds. It would be most appreciated if he can.
Sooo yep. I'll be sitting on my ass at home...ALONE...AGAIN...someone come and visit me please!! Or steal me away. Or something...
Last night was horrid. parents got into a huge fight. Mostly cause of me. I was on the vere of bawling all day anyways and the first thing my dad says to me he is snapping at me, almost yelling so I start to lose it. I don't say anything....jsut tears comes cause I couldn't help it. and yeah. My mom tried defending me and that pissed my dad off more. He threatened to move out....even though I know he never will. It's all just a fucking guilt trip with him. If he feels like shit, we have to too. So yeah. I go upstairs to work on my room more/see if Ass is still alive (and partly o get aaway from him but i really had shit to do) and he goes off again, Saying how he never seems me more than 2 mins a day. I'm almst 21 fucking years old for christ's sake. he needs to fucking let go. I'm not going to be around forever. I really hope the appartment thing works out next week. Pleeease. But yeah so then he and my mom got into a huge arguement about how we always have to watch what ew say around him which is true. we never know what will piss him off. Even he smallest, most idiotic things will set him off sometimes. ugh i don' tknow anymore.
Sooo yeah. It's pretty shit out today. I don't want to be here at work. I just want to go somewhere far far far far far away.
Yeah....bored as hell. Donno what else to type. Didn't sleep well llast ngiht cause of everything that occurred. I need out of that house. I feel bad leaving my mom there with him though...ugh.
I don't fucking know anymore.
p.s. this woman's keyboard sucks ass. i hate imacs.
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