Oh snap.
Super Junior's "U" in Japanese.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNHoZePP64I
Um...no.
God, why does it sound so bad??? At least to my ears it does. And lol at Hyukjae and Kibum's rap in English. D:
I love these boys, seriously I do, but there are some things you just shouldn't do. Half of them sound like robots or something. And Kyu didn't even sound like himself at all. WTF IS THIS?! MAJOR FAIL SM. >|
In other news, my mom is sick. D: She stayed home yesterday because she had a bad headache when she woke up and today she got up and started to feel nauseated in the shower. I hope it's nothing contagious. Keep it awayyyyy.
I never got a call back from the tanning place. D: I don't know what's up with that because the lady said she'd call me Monday but it didn't happen. And it's already nearly 3:00pm on Tuesday and still no call. I need to call my sister's friend to see if she even managed to talk to anyone yet. THIS SUCKS SO MUCH.
Birthday was enjoyable. Um...we ended up just going eat sushi at Samurai downtown. John, Ben, Robert, Clayton, and I hung out for a brief while afterwards and Brittany joined us at the bookstore until they closed and we all parted ways. Things are kind of awkward when we all get together. It's just been so long since we've all seen each other for more than a couple of hours. IDK. It's still nice to hang out regardless of awkwardness. ♥ (Mom and I are supposed to go eat at Osaka Thursday since I just hung out with friends. We'll see if that actually happens.)
I'm behind again in my photo stuff. I honestly am just at a loss for inspiration. I don't have any ideas what so ever for the writing and photography project. I thought I had something but now I don't like it and I can't find a way to make it mine and just lajs;glaj;jh;a I hate it to the point of not wanting to go back to school next semester. I feel like it's all such a waste of time (and money). There's so much I want to be doing right now that I can't because of where I live. There's no where around here to expand on a career in what I want to end up doing. (I want to be a high end / couture fashion photographer someday.) I just can't see that happening. I think my goals and aspirations in life are too far fetched and definitely not based in the reality that I currently live in. God it's just lj;alsjg;asg I have no words to express, truly.
Such a short time left until Terminus. I'm not nearly as excited for it as I once was and I wish I could understand why. I still don't have a dress for the ball and I don't know if I'll have one at all. I almost just want to not go at all because of so many things but I can't do that. I'm sure I'll be excited when it gets even closer but right now I'm really not.
Ugh, I wish I could stop feeling so gloomy. :( Just overall gloomy, even after watching something that makes me smile and happy for a brief moment. Nothing helps and I don't know what to do.
I need an escape to find myself again.
♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNHoZePP64I
Um...no.
God, why does it sound so bad??? At least to my ears it does. And lol at Hyukjae and Kibum's rap in English. D:
I love these boys, seriously I do, but there are some things you just shouldn't do. Half of them sound like robots or something. And Kyu didn't even sound like himself at all. WTF IS THIS?! MAJOR FAIL SM. >|
In other news, my mom is sick. D: She stayed home yesterday because she had a bad headache when she woke up and today she got up and started to feel nauseated in the shower. I hope it's nothing contagious. Keep it awayyyyy.
I never got a call back from the tanning place. D: I don't know what's up with that because the lady said she'd call me Monday but it didn't happen. And it's already nearly 3:00pm on Tuesday and still no call. I need to call my sister's friend to see if she even managed to talk to anyone yet. THIS SUCKS SO MUCH.
Birthday was enjoyable. Um...we ended up just going eat sushi at Samurai downtown. John, Ben, Robert, Clayton, and I hung out for a brief while afterwards and Brittany joined us at the bookstore until they closed and we all parted ways. Things are kind of awkward when we all get together. It's just been so long since we've all seen each other for more than a couple of hours. IDK. It's still nice to hang out regardless of awkwardness. ♥ (Mom and I are supposed to go eat at Osaka Thursday since I just hung out with friends. We'll see if that actually happens.)
I'm behind again in my photo stuff. I honestly am just at a loss for inspiration. I don't have any ideas what so ever for the writing and photography project. I thought I had something but now I don't like it and I can't find a way to make it mine and just lajs;glaj;jh;a I hate it to the point of not wanting to go back to school next semester. I feel like it's all such a waste of time (and money). There's so much I want to be doing right now that I can't because of where I live. There's no where around here to expand on a career in what I want to end up doing. (I want to be a high end / couture fashion photographer someday.) I just can't see that happening. I think my goals and aspirations in life are too far fetched and definitely not based in the reality that I currently live in. God it's just lj;alsjg;asg I have no words to express, truly.
Such a short time left until Terminus. I'm not nearly as excited for it as I once was and I wish I could understand why. I still don't have a dress for the ball and I don't know if I'll have one at all. I almost just want to not go at all because of so many things but I can't do that. I'm sure I'll be excited when it gets even closer but right now I'm really not.
Ugh, I wish I could stop feeling so gloomy. :( Just overall gloomy, even after watching something that makes me smile and happy for a brief moment. Nothing helps and I don't know what to do.
I need an escape to find myself again.
♥