If I just walked away, would it really matter anyway.
MASSIVE.
It's a bit crinkled and it's a lot darker than I would have liked, but I went with Deb for the final decision on the time to expose for the final print. I think if we would have gone 2 minutes less it would have been perfect. Meh. Whatever. It took about 10 minutes to expose this print, I think. :/ I don't know what I'm going to do with it though. For now it's staying rolled up in a cardboard tube. Lol.
One class scheduled.
EVERYTHING IS CLOSED WTF?!
I seriously was not ready at all for scheduling for next semester. I'm only now getting around to it when I should have had this done last week. D: And now everything I was going to take is closed. Hell, I don't even really know what I need to take. It's my own fault but seriously everything this semester has just snuck the hell up on me and I don't even know anymore.
I'm honestly to the point of wanting to just run away from everything, drop out of school, get a job, and just deal with life. That's how fed up I am with everything.
Also, I need a job omg. I'm super bummed that I missed out on the library again but it was during a really bad time for me plus I lost my phone. Fuck. It just seems that like everything is spiraling downhill. I wonder if I could still get in touch with them and talk to the lady there and explain what the deal was. I don't like making excuses though. Oy.
I need HAPPY IN MY LIFE. I also need to finish my Computer Science homework and start on my Art History term paper. I want to do a paper either on Japanese ceramics or Japanese calligraphy. Hmmm. I wonder if I could do a combo? I also need to shoot for my last 3 projects in photo. D: I have an idea that is pretty ... for my dreams/memories assignments but I need a body to stand in. John? :D I don't want to explain it though. Because it'll just make me and everyone else depressed and I don't want that. It's just something I think I need to do, for my own sake.
1. Dreams / Memories
2. Writing and Photography
3. Portrait (again)
No ideas for the others though. Hopefully I'll come up with something. Or just bullshit some things. See what I mean about just saying "fuck it" to everything. I can't even bring myself to care about MY PASSION anymore.
Also a question to any of you mixed media artfolk. What's the best method of attaching fabric to wood and then painting either on it or around it? I have some scrap upholstery fabric from Robert when I was in California and I really want to make some paintings but I honestly have no idea how to even go about starting. And I really don't want to screw up any of the fabric pieces because some of them are really pretty. :/
As you can tell, I'm not very artsy or risqué with my art. Rotfl. I was going to ask my painting teacher today but I couldn't find his ass. Punk.
I guess that ends my random ass posting of the day. Ta. ♥
It's a bit crinkled and it's a lot darker than I would have liked, but I went with Deb for the final decision on the time to expose for the final print. I think if we would have gone 2 minutes less it would have been perfect. Meh. Whatever. It took about 10 minutes to expose this print, I think. :/ I don't know what I'm going to do with it though. For now it's staying rolled up in a cardboard tube. Lol.
One class scheduled.
EVERYTHING IS CLOSED WTF?!
I seriously was not ready at all for scheduling for next semester. I'm only now getting around to it when I should have had this done last week. D: And now everything I was going to take is closed. Hell, I don't even really know what I need to take. It's my own fault but seriously everything this semester has just snuck the hell up on me and I don't even know anymore.
I'm honestly to the point of wanting to just run away from everything, drop out of school, get a job, and just deal with life. That's how fed up I am with everything.
Also, I need a job omg. I'm super bummed that I missed out on the library again but it was during a really bad time for me plus I lost my phone. Fuck. It just seems that like everything is spiraling downhill. I wonder if I could still get in touch with them and talk to the lady there and explain what the deal was. I don't like making excuses though. Oy.
I need HAPPY IN MY LIFE. I also need to finish my Computer Science homework and start on my Art History term paper. I want to do a paper either on Japanese ceramics or Japanese calligraphy. Hmmm. I wonder if I could do a combo? I also need to shoot for my last 3 projects in photo. D: I have an idea that is pretty ... for my dreams/memories assignments but I need a body to stand in. John? :D I don't want to explain it though. Because it'll just make me and everyone else depressed and I don't want that. It's just something I think I need to do, for my own sake.
1. Dreams / Memories
2. Writing and Photography
3. Portrait (again)
No ideas for the others though. Hopefully I'll come up with something. Or just bullshit some things. See what I mean about just saying "fuck it" to everything. I can't even bring myself to care about MY PASSION anymore.
Also a question to any of you mixed media artfolk. What's the best method of attaching fabric to wood and then painting either on it or around it? I have some scrap upholstery fabric from Robert when I was in California and I really want to make some paintings but I honestly have no idea how to even go about starting. And I really don't want to screw up any of the fabric pieces because some of them are really pretty. :/
As you can tell, I'm not very artsy or risqué with my art. Rotfl. I was going to ask my painting teacher today but I couldn't find his ass. Punk.
I guess that ends my random ass posting of the day. Ta. ♥