Oct 14, 2003 21:23
so i feel trapped in this city. I came here to start a new life but i feel like i'm being held back. Of course i prob wouldnt have had the chance to meet andrew and thats the only real plus of moving here. I feel so bad though, my parents paid all this money for me to live here and i dont even like it, all i do is fuck up. I really wish i could make them proud... its like i dont even care what i feel like anymore, i just want them to be proud. i love my parents very much ...they do so much for me. god they are cool
i'm a big huge fat brat
i miss casey
i miss jason
i miss kristine the most
wish andrew was home from work
there are just some people i need in my life right now and i have no control over seeing them becuase i have no money.
its funny how paper can ruin your life.