kinda sorta happy.
i guess its hard for me to realize that everyone is a real person with real feelings. its so much easier to believe that the world is out to get me. but they really arent. i guess what im trying to say is. how i feel about one person could be the exact way they are feeling about me. and how do you rectify that situation if you both believe that neither person likes the other. when the truth is you both do. or at least you hope the other person recipricates those feelings. i mean i dont really know how this other person feels but im just saying that its very well possible that we are both afraid of the heart break as much as its very possible that he doesnt feel the same way. but either way i will never know unless i try. and no one is going to give me the answers. someone could tell me what to do. i just wish that for once in my life things would work out the way i wanted.