dreams
I actually fell asleep around 11:00 last night. I slept with no external noise (no tv). I ended up having a long night of dreams. Most of them left me with a feeling of anger, although I only remember the contents of two dreams....
The one, all I remember was standing on a boardwalk, looking at a beach, and the tide was coming in. everything was quite beautiful, and I was trying to take some pictures, even though the light was very tricky. Eventually I started to notice the tide was uncovering bodies. There was one adult, and sevral babies. I freaked out, but noone else seemed to care. I talked to the police, but they were very indifferent, and said " just mark this spot in the sand, and we'll get back to it". They just didn't have the time to take care of it, but proceeded to casually continue walking and conversing like nothing happened.
In the other dream, I was looking out of the window of my house (not the one I live in now), watching some kids wait for their schoolbus. These weren't my kids, they were three asian children, who, in the dream, I recognized because I see them all of the time (it is funny that in my dreams I have feelings and memories of things that only happen in the dream, like I am inside the head of another person, knowing their memories...but still knowing that these are not quite my thoughts). These kids were palying in the street, like they always do, but today one of them decided to just lay down in the middle of the street. A truck came down the street sort of slowly, but impatiently coming close to the children. All of a sudden the truck driver decided not to wait anymore, and just drove over one of the children. I couldn't believe it. I ran out, and jumped onto the truck, reached through thte window, and yanked the car into park. The driver uncaringly stated that he was already late, and had no time for this. I was furious! I screamed at him "Do you realize you just drove over a little boy?". He said he did, but tried to justify by saying that he was held up by traffic going another way, so he was late, and couldn't be bothered by children playing in the road. I was beyond furious. At this point, I noticed that the boy had gotten up and was walking around, and actually throwing himself under the truck. I was relieved that the kid was ok, but did not understand the weirdness that was now going on because the boy kept throwing himself under moving cars, and everyone continued on like nothing happened. I woke up to being in another dream that seemed like reality because I was laying in bed, but having a conversation on my computer (email or something) I don't remeber what was said, but I then actually woke up angry and confused. I don't usually remember my dreams like this, except the ones that I have all of the time about showing up to a wedding completely unprepared, usually with no pants on, and without a camera....or something like that. I guess all in all, the dreams I remember at least, always leave me with a feeling of tension.
The one, all I remember was standing on a boardwalk, looking at a beach, and the tide was coming in. everything was quite beautiful, and I was trying to take some pictures, even though the light was very tricky. Eventually I started to notice the tide was uncovering bodies. There was one adult, and sevral babies. I freaked out, but noone else seemed to care. I talked to the police, but they were very indifferent, and said " just mark this spot in the sand, and we'll get back to it". They just didn't have the time to take care of it, but proceeded to casually continue walking and conversing like nothing happened.
In the other dream, I was looking out of the window of my house (not the one I live in now), watching some kids wait for their schoolbus. These weren't my kids, they were three asian children, who, in the dream, I recognized because I see them all of the time (it is funny that in my dreams I have feelings and memories of things that only happen in the dream, like I am inside the head of another person, knowing their memories...but still knowing that these are not quite my thoughts). These kids were palying in the street, like they always do, but today one of them decided to just lay down in the middle of the street. A truck came down the street sort of slowly, but impatiently coming close to the children. All of a sudden the truck driver decided not to wait anymore, and just drove over one of the children. I couldn't believe it. I ran out, and jumped onto the truck, reached through thte window, and yanked the car into park. The driver uncaringly stated that he was already late, and had no time for this. I was furious! I screamed at him "Do you realize you just drove over a little boy?". He said he did, but tried to justify by saying that he was held up by traffic going another way, so he was late, and couldn't be bothered by children playing in the road. I was beyond furious. At this point, I noticed that the boy had gotten up and was walking around, and actually throwing himself under the truck. I was relieved that the kid was ok, but did not understand the weirdness that was now going on because the boy kept throwing himself under moving cars, and everyone continued on like nothing happened. I woke up to being in another dream that seemed like reality because I was laying in bed, but having a conversation on my computer (email or something) I don't remeber what was said, but I then actually woke up angry and confused. I don't usually remember my dreams like this, except the ones that I have all of the time about showing up to a wedding completely unprepared, usually with no pants on, and without a camera....or something like that. I guess all in all, the dreams I remember at least, always leave me with a feeling of tension.