send an s.o.s... these waters are rising.
admitting you're something is so much easier in isolation, but solipsism can't coexist with codependency. bases are the basis for personal developement & unfortunately mine relocated eleven months ago. intelligent people discern meaning from context, subtext. pretexts are unavoidable, but the base, the base, should always be sought. please trust that i've been searching.
memories fade, you know, and i'm afraid the moment before she dies she'll reflect on my life as a part of her own & see only what i've become. maybe- what i've really been all along, but change, change, you can't change someone's perception of yourself once their heart has stopped beating.
is that what you were afraid of, as well?
recidivist, please rewind...
sans the self-deprecating bodily assaults
sans the shattering identity crises
sans the vindictive nature i now embody
i sent a letter home, but "return to sender" was the only reply i recieved.
memories fade, you know, and i'm afraid the moment before she dies she'll reflect on my life as a part of her own & see only what i've become. maybe- what i've really been all along, but change, change, you can't change someone's perception of yourself once their heart has stopped beating.
is that what you were afraid of, as well?
recidivist, please rewind...
sans the self-deprecating bodily assaults
sans the shattering identity crises
sans the vindictive nature i now embody
i sent a letter home, but "return to sender" was the only reply i recieved.